How I'm Feeling

I seem to have had a bad day, was at school all day.  I found out how to get back in the voice class.  I guess I have to go back, tomorrow.  I want to go shopping for clothes for theater, like shorts and shirts, though today it was strangely cold.  I liked my long socks, but I need shoes for Improvisation.  It's just that I'd be there all day tomorrow, but I need to get it done ASAP and the transportation wasn't answering.  I mean, I'll just sleep with my umbrella.  I'm tired now but not going to bed just yet, today, probably should eat something!

My Hurt

It doesn't hurt, but I can't stand on 2 feet. It bends much better.  I had a nice, light Chinese food and slept for like 6 and 14 hours.  I was planning on sleeping, anyway, but this is good.  At least, I don't feel as agitated about that theater segment.

Back

I watched Mary Poppins and am back but tired and dirty.  I had a jumbo hot dog for $7, but it's not like a long hot dog.  I also had a triple fudge brownie which tasted like candy and even like a nut, like chocolate sorta cool, light tan nut, for $3.50.

So, I got up and came back at the end of "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" (didn't have to look up the spelling.)  I had to go to the bathroom.  Then, I think I left again to change my female thing.  I had already come in late from eating.  I tripped and almost broke or did something like stretched my ankle on the dark, thin stairs, to the last row.  I was pretty fine.  I had to limp but not always.  I went back to the bathroom and changed my female thing with my mom, who didn't want to go back though we had to sit down.  The 2nd time I came back they were doing "It's a Jolly Holiday With Mary," apparently an ending.  The 2nd time we got back had another coincidence.  There was maybe some coincidence.  I know once I moved and I knew what the man, a fat man, was gonna say, and I think he knew I'd knew ... I mean I moved just like the word he was about to say and it seemed I made the move before he did.  It sounded the same.  So, I walked well back.  Then, we left after the bows quickly.  I saw a girl wearing hot pink and black stripes and tripped on my other ankle from a curb, which I've often hit, especially at church.  It hurt a little, but I was fine walking on both legs.  However, I accidentally hit another curb and had to start limping.  I came home and fell asleep.  My ankle started to hurt so much.  Now I have to hop on 1 foot.

I had a creepy dream.  There was 1 where I was hanging around trying to get in maybe Ballet I and Voice.  Finally, I saw Ellen DeGeneres, and she was tall and put, vaguely, her arm around me.  She looked like me, her chest.  I wasn't having fun hopping, so she picked me up and I kept piling higher and I later realized maybe she was kissing my foot.  I had another creepy dream but forget.

I thought of going to the ER, but I really don't think they'd do anything to me.  If anyone knows, let me know.  It feels like it won't go dead forever.  I mean, yea, I might get tired waiting at the hospital.  They might give me medidince but shouldn't be too bad, though it may affect me adversely enough, as it has.  It seems it will take a few days or week.  I guess I will just hop around.  I have a cane from home.  It might be too much money to get crutches.  I guess not, but I'm not sure where my dad'd get them.  I wanted a wheelchair, but it seems crutches work.  My ankle is stiff.  Too bad they don't come to your house.  I guess they'd want an X-Ray, though I don't think I broke a bone.  Anyone have any idea of what's going on?

Problem

I'm feeling stressed with my ear hurting, but I guess eventually this pain will also go away.  The n word thing made my life so uncomfortable....  Before, I wasn't getting the right food, didn't like being around my parents.  :|

Problem

Now, my left eye|s are getting blurry because of my ear and the stress.  It's like having a headache with the stress, but the inside of my head doesn't ache.

Also, I need a gym bag so maybe may not work out today.  I'm not really looking forward to staying around all day today.  I might have to go back Wednesday with money for books.  I don't have a lunch bag but want the cancer 1 at Publix, though for some reason I don't think my dad got it if he was there.  My food is not perfect because my dad went to Costco.  I feel like I can't sense my environment and am a bit bewildered at my eyes.  I'm tired and guess I won't get much sleep, have to dry my hair and then I guess just pack up my makeup and go.

Problem

I left my Debrox open.. it was leaning over and I thought the top was on!  It was stuck in a crevice I noticed.  It made a loud noise, and my ear has a pimple, can itch, feels like stingy, and is plugged.  I may have to go to the doctor.  It feels like this ear, my left ear, is getting bigger.  I felt normal, before, though.  It just feels more plugged now.  I used the better earplugs when I took my bath.

So, I guess I'll just have a nap or no nap and sleep at school.  My mom said to use the gym, myself.  I mean, I can sleep on the bench and probably will wake up by myself.  I need a louder alarm, too.

I had a funny feeling about why my ear plugged up.  It feels like I can only hear through 1 ear!  Too bad about the pimple, but right away I change my ear plugs each day.

I have to cook my fish, pack the crackers and veggies, pack the money, hm no paper and pen..  Also, my dad didn't get me a recording device.  =[  I also don't have money for it.  I have my camera, but it won't stay on that long, I know.  D;  I mean, no, I'm not gonna listen to the class alone.  I was gonna use it if I needed it.  It's hard to think with my ear plugged, too.  My wounds are getting better but still sting.  I'm feeling more put together with something to look forward to and a nice teacher..  In the summer, not sure if she's teaching, probably, but I want to do tennis, and organ..

Ate

I had 2 packs of cheesy grits, a little bit of Great Grains cereal with milk that was left, and about 7 pieces of maple bacon stuck together not cooked quite enough.   Tropicana orange juice with some pulp.

My Day

I got 2 ranch wraps at McDonald's and 1 was fried, I know.  No ice cream, but I got some ice cream at a gas station.

Also, my left hand feels like it's about to rip from a cut I got that goes across a large portion.

Something Cute

So, before, my dad got Italian leaves in a box, and now it's Baby Spring Mix.  =]

I also thought of naming my son Jim after "gym" for tennis or something about sports.

Ate

I had 5 pieces of maple bacon stuck together not microwaved long.
2 packs of cheesy grits.

Lunch:
2 French bread pizzas
Oscar Meyer Weiner my dad got, beef, probably bun length, with Heinz ketchup, on wheat
A more large zucchinni

I just had:
2 French bread pizzas

Now I'm making a small zucchinni.

I might have some asparagus's or cooked leaves.

Food

So, for lunch, I have stuff like fish, thick red sausage if my dad got it, lettuce and cucumbers, tangerines, and I don't remember what else.  I guess I was depending on the fish.

My wounds are healing quickly.

Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton should learn to relax.  I'm gonna take a bath, soon.  I wanna make a new blog.  3)

Shopping

I got like 9 bottles of nail polish for @ $7 and 1 $4 for $50, 1 @ JCPenney, the rest at Sears, a great place for nails, but they have lots of cheap nail polish..  There was this lady there who said go see the lady in the nails.  They both had an accent.  Then, she said to go check out in the clothes.  So, I have like $50 left, and I don't want to go to McDonald's anymore, but I mean I'll go there for fun.  I'm bringing my food to school, not sure what I'd buy there.  I mean, if I get hungry.  It shouldn't be that big a deal.  I mean, I can eat at home.  My breakfasts aren't really all that big, but it's not just flakes.  Flakes are good, used to like, er, those frosted wheaties.

Ate

Breakfast
5 pieces of maple bacon not cooked much, put together
2 packs of cheesy grits

lunch
sandwich with honey cold cut ham, garlic and herb with lemon dressing, and long lettuce
cold water

I took my vitamins each time, not sure when I took my heart pill 2nd time nor if I did.

From eating at McDonald's and the new tennis sneakers, I feel kinda strong?  I'm running outta money.  I think I spent ...

Tendering Myself

So, I got a mushroom burger order at Mickey D's the past 2 times.  I got a McFlurry this time.  I mentioned the smoothie was too watery here.  So, with these tennis shoes I was suddenly able to run.  I got them at Wal-Mart.  Before, I had Wal-Mart shoes and have had running shoes, even expensive 1s from Sports Authority.  I have been using flat 1s, lately.  I apparently got such a great workout.  I was gonna do my core workouts, maybe later.  I feel infested.  I want to do some lying down.

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Hm M what was it?

I know I had spinach pizza.
Some beef and zucchini.

First I had a salad with lettuce, cauliflower, herb & garlic with lemon juice dressing, and Texas croutons.

Semi-cold water.

I asked for broccoli and radishes, I think, and have baby carrots and cool Spinach and French dip from my dad.  I had Dill before.

Food Review

I found the smoothie at this McDonald's watery, no plain strawberry.

I actually just got 1 full order.

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Out Walking

I'm leaving McDonald's.

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Exercise

I lost my 2-day rental but have more money.

I did 3 side sit-ups on each side.

I just did 4 on the right and 6 on the left.

I tried to eat more like Cracker Barrel.  The fat pills are making me thinner, natural and big up to 5 times a day.  So, I made sure I had tasty food when I needed, probably recuperating from my "dieting."

Ate

leftover hot dog on wheat bun with Heinz ketchup
Tyson's buffalo chicken strips (frozen) with jalapeño (Monterey Jack) cheese
Dill & Olive Oil Triscuits
baby round carrots & dill dip
about 10 asparagus's, though I didn't have a big enough top and it wasn't soft

I just had some crackers with dip|spread.

Yesterday

I ate

2 Pieces of Beef Ribs, Have 1 More Left
Burned 1st Batch of Leaves in a Box

I had more French bread pizza before.