I put my old Facebook up.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Certain Racial Mixes
People who mix with the French, certain mixes, are whiners. Even someone who is ½ Dutch is spoiled. With the French, what I liked is all the **** people and also the brilliance of their culture. Flat out state why you magnet the race. It's always been people thought French and Italian was like the button rocky like black people. They also think they're dark. I've only seen dark and dirty Spanish people. The blondes I've seen are fat. Christina Aguilera is tacky and ungrateful, yet racist, a stupid Pennsylvanian, though I don't mean to really say the real Christina is stupid.
Problem
So, why are we sitting here doing stupid things, like imagining people doing things we don't like, even if we imagined them before? Hm.
Distrust
Why should I trust you? You wouldn't go around being mean to some little white girl just in case you are mean by accident. I don't like people acting like they have control over me. However, sometimes, I think it's funny if I'm mature.
Happy Happy Joy Joy
I just tried to stimulate myself, worried something might happen, but it didn't. '8D
Friday, January 11, 2013
I Wonder Wonder Wonder ---
I wonder about people who think they're whiter and more attractive but who don't do it but think they flat out of you?
Facebook Post
Ginny Kopf
So, nice class|es, Ginny.. I was thinking it'd be nice to go on a field trip to either Saint Augustine (the nation's oldest continuing city in Northeastern Florida) or Key West. I was gonna do cross country in college, and we were gonna go to Disney 1st.
At Disney World, history teachers and everyone claim to want to go to see the countries at Epcot.
In Saint Augustine, I know it's a nice place to hang around. I might take organ in the summer, and I'm sure, since I lived there 9-12 and was an accompanist sorta prodigy, they'd love to have me do something. The choir that used to be there for kids did caroling outside and at the Cross and Sword Amplitheatre, and there's a concert hall by a rich man's stuff..
Maybe, Key West. I was thinking any place that someone is from would be of interest. I just know that I like going back to Saint Augustine. In Florida, I mean, what, most people who go to Fort Lauderdale don't make it.
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So, I wonder if we're gonna see any plays. I don't know about that. Valencia probably has a performance class. I didn't particularly notice it, but I don't think I could do it.
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Well, we might have a visiting play. I saw an ad for Mary Poppins. She has a pretty voice.
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Anyway, I just kinda wonder like that a theater or history class would have the teacher take the kids to Saint Augustine if they live in Florida.
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So, I realize that Ginny is from San Fransisco. I have some or maybe a lot compared to anyone else other than people from there or mothers from there, too, culture from Pennsylvania, northwestern, near other places in the Midwest.. However, my family moved to and I think 1 ancestor is from Southwestern New York state..
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I think that it would be fun if anyone would want to go on a ghost tour with me? I mean, I'm sure it'd be worth it. I did go on the Key West ghost tour. I'm sure we wouldn't want go to Miami. I lived in Altamonte Springs, and I remember thinking about Miami..
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I don't really understand the fascination with the "Circ de Soleil." What about Disney World getting back its parade and working on Fantasyland expansion?..that should be really cool.
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I don't seriously mean like I want the class to go somewhere I used to live for me. I'm just putting it out there that it's something that a class would go to and that classes do go on field trips. I think I almost went on a trip there. I had a lot of fun with my best friend from New Jersey. I have 3 best friends: Boston, New Jersey, San Fransisco. However, we weren't like knit together. I mean, I've had friends before. I also met a girl from L.A. who was in the other 6th grade, and then I moved. I'm guessing that got me into Tim Burton. The funny thing is the girl from New Jersey went to Disney more than once a year for more than 1 day. The girl from San Fransisco worked there with the Disney College program, twice, I think. She was a janitorial staff, there. They told me that we could do puppets if we got in, like for The Little Mermaid. Finding Nemo is cool but doesn't have music...
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I'll probably see Les Misérables myself more. I guess I have to wait and see myself sing "Master of the House," again.
So, nice class|es, Ginny.. I was thinking it'd be nice to go on a field trip to either Saint Augustine (the nation's oldest continuing city in Northeastern Florida) or Key West. I was gonna do cross country in college, and we were gonna go to Disney 1st.
At Disney World, history teachers and everyone claim to want to go to see the countries at Epcot.
In Saint Augustine, I know it's a nice place to hang around. I might take organ in the summer, and I'm sure, since I lived there 9-12 and was an accompanist sorta prodigy, they'd love to have me do something. The choir that used to be there for kids did caroling outside and at the Cross and Sword Amplitheatre, and there's a concert hall by a rich man's stuff..
Maybe, Key West. I was thinking any place that someone is from would be of interest. I just know that I like going back to Saint Augustine. In Florida, I mean, what, most people who go to Fort Lauderdale don't make it.
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So, I wonder if we're gonna see any plays. I don't know about that. Valencia probably has a performance class. I didn't particularly notice it, but I don't think I could do it.
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Well, we might have a visiting play. I saw an ad for Mary Poppins. She has a pretty voice.
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Anyway, I just kinda wonder like that a theater or history class would have the teacher take the kids to Saint Augustine if they live in Florida.
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So, I realize that Ginny is from San Fransisco. I have some or maybe a lot compared to anyone else other than people from there or mothers from there, too, culture from Pennsylvania, northwestern, near other places in the Midwest.. However, my family moved to and I think 1 ancestor is from Southwestern New York state..
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I think that it would be fun if anyone would want to go on a ghost tour with me? I mean, I'm sure it'd be worth it. I did go on the Key West ghost tour. I'm sure we wouldn't want go to Miami. I lived in Altamonte Springs, and I remember thinking about Miami..
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I don't really understand the fascination with the "Circ de Soleil." What about Disney World getting back its parade and working on Fantasyland expansion?..that should be really cool.
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I don't seriously mean like I want the class to go somewhere I used to live for me. I'm just putting it out there that it's something that a class would go to and that classes do go on field trips. I think I almost went on a trip there. I had a lot of fun with my best friend from New Jersey. I have 3 best friends: Boston, New Jersey, San Fransisco. However, we weren't like knit together. I mean, I've had friends before. I also met a girl from L.A. who was in the other 6th grade, and then I moved. I'm guessing that got me into Tim Burton. The funny thing is the girl from New Jersey went to Disney more than once a year for more than 1 day. The girl from San Fransisco worked there with the Disney College program, twice, I think. She was a janitorial staff, there. They told me that we could do puppets if we got in, like for The Little Mermaid. Finding Nemo is cool but doesn't have music...
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I'll probably see Les Misérables myself more. I guess I have to wait and see myself sing "Master of the House," again.
Problem
Look, stop making all the attention I get be about associating bad things with things that are important to me to do with other people.
Facebook Post
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Sorry I'm making another post but just want to say hope Ginny made it home safely. Did everyone at Seminole and Valencia have good classes? I hope the weekend will refresh me. I had a therapist appointment Wednesday and slept all day and took a walk. We talked about something that bothered me in class. I don't want appointments on Fridays and probably not on the weekend. So, I go to school in the morning and take Weight Training and was gonna do homework and take a walk around during the day. I did tennis growing up and tried to get into that when weight training was canceled for the week, but I found it was too late to register. I had planned on doing it in the summer and wanted weight training this semester but lost interest when I thought about playing tennis, instead. I'm not sure if weight training is harder than the 2 hour health class, but I really wanted weight training. It's like ropes, jogging, and weight machines. I used to do a weight class, but I feel I got more a workout with the college machines. I'm not even sure how we're all gonna fit. I guess this would be good if I took ballet 1. So, what are you doing in the summer, guys? I want to do organ but only know of 1 thing I have prepared. I guess I threw the rest away, but with organ usually they never expect much because people start it maybe from piano or singing at 15. That's when a lot of singers start, around 17, but maybe it's just me. So, yes, like before and more, I think about my classes. So, I mean, playing a musical instrument is good and you know if you like music or know classical music. Church is old-fashioned. I know I could play for a mass because I can sight read supposedly for my level well and can easily add chords on piano fluidly, "like milk." I saw an organ at a Jewish temple. So, this class is very successful. It's a social class. I'm getting used to being around people. It's very friendly. It's not perfect.
Thank you for letting me post here. I'm upset that I'm the only one. I hope it's okay, I didn't make these posts 3 days in a row. The last 1 was asking an important question about class. The 1st was a long time ago, and this seems to be the general 1st week of class post.
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Sorry I'm making another post but just want to say hope Ginny made it home safely. Did everyone at Seminole and Valencia have good classes? I hope the weekend will refresh me. I had a therapist appointment Wednesday and slept all day and took a walk. We talked about something that bothered me in class. I don't want appointments on Fridays and probably not on the weekend. So, I go to school in the morning and take Weight Training and was gonna do homework and take a walk around during the day. I did tennis growing up and tried to get into that when weight training was canceled for the week, but I found it was too late to register. I had planned on doing it in the summer and wanted weight training this semester but lost interest when I thought about playing tennis, instead. I'm not sure if weight training is harder than the 2 hour health class, but I really wanted weight training. It's like ropes, jogging, and weight machines. I used to do a weight class, but I feel I got more a workout with the college machines. I'm not even sure how we're all gonna fit. I guess this would be good if I took ballet 1. So, what are you doing in the summer, guys? I want to do organ but only know of 1 thing I have prepared. I guess I threw the rest away, but with organ usually they never expect much because people start it maybe from piano or singing at 15. That's when a lot of singers start, around 17, but maybe it's just me. So, yes, like before and more, I think about my classes. So, I mean, playing a musical instrument is good and you know if you like music or know classical music. Church is old-fashioned. I know I could play for a mass because I can sight read supposedly for my level well and can easily add chords on piano fluidly, "like milk." I saw an organ at a Jewish temple. So, this class is very successful. It's a social class. I'm getting used to being around people. It's very friendly. It's not perfect.
Thank you for letting me post here. I'm upset that I'm the only one. I hope it's okay, I didn't make these posts 3 days in a row. The last 1 was asking an important question about class. The 1st was a long time ago, and this seems to be the general 1st week of class post.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Parents All-Knowing
What about parents who aren't in tune with morals but are about "what" they did and how they don't get along with their mothers?
The Facts of Race
If Tim Burton is "on" race, he should be able to deal with it. I guess it is a "nightmare," but I mean I guess he is onto something. He isn't interested in the facts.
Facebook Post
So,
now, I'm just wondering about wearing nail polish because I grew up
finding it embarrassing and I guess nasty. I thought it was unnatural.
I'm kinda like zonked into worshipping it. See, I didn't ever grow up
with long nails but sometimes just had like barely any white but didn't
have like pink skin or something.. I know black kids like to wear nail
polish and adults. I don't know why. I just saw Chloë Grace Moretz
wearing it and changing it maybe every week or something. I saw Johnny
Depp's former wife or girlfriend had short nails and I noticed mine were
getting shorter because I had gotten fatter in the past. All else I can
figure is that in the future nail polish will just be "some thing,"
and, yes, we'll have to answer for the truth to our actions and risks
and go through with the answer. I know in school we weren't supposed to
wear nail polish. I used to cut my nails shorter because I felt made fun
of for having tan skin and pink nails. I guess the reason I wear nail
polish is because my ring finger nail is shorter so I mean it looks
okay. Also, my fingers are still developing and are pretty ugly from
being a pianist. I always thought I had attractive hands and found no
reason to grow my nails though no they weren't too short.
So, I was just wondering if it was appropriate for actors at a community college to wear nail polish. I'll just answer my own question. I'm just putting it out there. I decided that I'd wear fake nails if I became a model or something. ... I did notice Lily Rose Melody Depp, when she came to L.A. as a pretween had like pink at the base of her nails.. I had so many problems that my nails, it seemed like at my thumbs the white was too much. Also, when I came back from a month at Lakeside, my nails looked like they were falling off. I had been in my room all the time for 3 years, I think. I was posting online or maybe sitting there thinking about the internet.. I know that people in Orlando were really mean to me until they knew that a "popular" person liked me and could test them because of his race or maybe how smart or strong his dad was. So, I can conclude that no one has perfect parents because they can't seem to get mad at mine. It's an issue with race with my mom but with no success and with my dad how like if say my mom were white he wouldn't be as attractive as her. I'm already in trouble at my birth! I just won't play games. The other important thing is that you don't dress up like appropriate for an actor because the things aren't available and nail polish seems to match or maybe someday I'll regret this. It was actually so that my longer nails would look better compared with the base and because I don't believe in living in fake nails. A lot of people believe in clear nail polish. I also believe that ... okay, when I did piano I had short nails and I was a different person. If we wear nail polish, people who have short nails have an option. Why not match your clothes if not wear light pink? I guess all I can say is that it looks better. It's because people do go around in the world and wear it.
Sorry, my post was so long, but I just thought it was an important issue I've gone through. I mean, if it's okay, I don't really want anything hanging in the air. I just answered my own question, but sorry it was so long and not all about theater, technically. I was just worried about the rules. I also was thinking that this isn't really about film acting, but maybe theater is. I guess in some cases far away you wear light pink nail polish or on film maybe even fake nails, though all fake nails have big square tips. I had been thinking a lot that actors should wear nail polish and then they take it off when they do the performance. Maybe, it's because it's more work, like a dancer not wearing a tutu to train. All I can also say is that day to day wearing no nail polish is probably good and that well sometimes I don't really not wear nail polish, but sometimes I don't get enough relaxation. For some reason, dancers seem to look better without nail polish. I guess it's just I've lived a long life, and I didn't wear nail polish. I know I'd wear nail polish to gymnastics or to a sport, but I don't do sports. However, in dance I wouldn't have any whites to my nails. I used to always keep them with no whites. So, yes, sorry my post was so long, but I just wanted to address an issue, could have said I posted it in my blog, but I guess you can click to read more on Facebook. So, I was just worried about the rules and answered my own question. Thanks! Have a nice class, speakers at Seminole and actors at Valencia.
So, I was just wondering if it was appropriate for actors at a community college to wear nail polish. I'll just answer my own question. I'm just putting it out there. I decided that I'd wear fake nails if I became a model or something. ... I did notice Lily Rose Melody Depp, when she came to L.A. as a pretween had like pink at the base of her nails.. I had so many problems that my nails, it seemed like at my thumbs the white was too much. Also, when I came back from a month at Lakeside, my nails looked like they were falling off. I had been in my room all the time for 3 years, I think. I was posting online or maybe sitting there thinking about the internet.. I know that people in Orlando were really mean to me until they knew that a "popular" person liked me and could test them because of his race or maybe how smart or strong his dad was. So, I can conclude that no one has perfect parents because they can't seem to get mad at mine. It's an issue with race with my mom but with no success and with my dad how like if say my mom were white he wouldn't be as attractive as her. I'm already in trouble at my birth! I just won't play games. The other important thing is that you don't dress up like appropriate for an actor because the things aren't available and nail polish seems to match or maybe someday I'll regret this. It was actually so that my longer nails would look better compared with the base and because I don't believe in living in fake nails. A lot of people believe in clear nail polish. I also believe that ... okay, when I did piano I had short nails and I was a different person. If we wear nail polish, people who have short nails have an option. Why not match your clothes if not wear light pink? I guess all I can say is that it looks better. It's because people do go around in the world and wear it.
Sorry, my post was so long, but I just thought it was an important issue I've gone through. I mean, if it's okay, I don't really want anything hanging in the air. I just answered my own question, but sorry it was so long and not all about theater, technically. I was just worried about the rules. I also was thinking that this isn't really about film acting, but maybe theater is. I guess in some cases far away you wear light pink nail polish or on film maybe even fake nails, though all fake nails have big square tips. I had been thinking a lot that actors should wear nail polish and then they take it off when they do the performance. Maybe, it's because it's more work, like a dancer not wearing a tutu to train. All I can also say is that day to day wearing no nail polish is probably good and that well sometimes I don't really not wear nail polish, but sometimes I don't get enough relaxation. For some reason, dancers seem to look better without nail polish. I guess it's just I've lived a long life, and I didn't wear nail polish. I know I'd wear nail polish to gymnastics or to a sport, but I don't do sports. However, in dance I wouldn't have any whites to my nails. I used to always keep them with no whites. So, yes, sorry my post was so long, but I just wanted to address an issue, could have said I posted it in my blog, but I guess you can click to read more on Facebook. So, I was just worried about the rules and answered my own question. Thanks! Have a nice class, speakers at Seminole and actors at Valencia.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
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My last post failed... I ran into the teacher in the bathroom twice and stepped like Hungarian Rhapsody, Bugs Bunny on piano ... I'm pretty sure. Lso, my hair glowed with the Fructis curl scrunching gel.
My last post failed... I ran into the teacher in the bathroom twice and stepped like Hungarian Rhapsody, Bugs Bunny on piano ... I'm pretty sure. Lso, my hair glowed with the Fructis curl scrunching gel.
tags
Arts,
Education,
Ginny Kopf,
Health Hygiene Sanitation,
Looks,
Mobile
1st Class
As I walked around Orlando, though I hadn't slept, I kept thinking of the kids in the class like eventually the entire time and laughing at my day's adventures. I wasn't so much thinking of how pretty I was.. nor about how the teacher looked.. So, when I got in the bath, I thought of what I thought of the teacher and probably other things I don't really remember. But I was tired and got into bed. I fell asleep right away, avoided thinking about her, and woke up, finally got out of bed after maybe over 12 hours. Too bad I was partly awake a lot of that time. Now, I have to call for transportation! I thought it was 24 hours but guess it's 1 day.
Dream
I know what came up that I didn't have to think of was like seeing police on the side of the road. In the end, I came up to a bookshop with a short, very fat lady, guess it reminds me of the state of health I was in when I moved here. She told me never to go to this like gated off section of children's books. Instead, I looked for another section she said I could look at facing the front in the back with adolescent books, which looked remotely interesting. I saw a clever picture with a big bear but then 4 smiling like dogs that looked more like people, which were a bit smaller. I think I was hiding. I had gotten out of my house. I was mad I switched bodies with my cousin, though it was not a concrete idea. She had a milky white body with like maybe bluish hair, and I was small and brown with brown eyes. Her eyes are gold, like my aunt's husband's son's. So, I had a sorta dreamy, surreal feeling and went outside and was worried about the police. I was on a bed, maybe before, on the side, like a big, maybe white quilted bed. In the end, I think I was walking. Also, in my dream, I believe were family and extended family, like grandma maybe, maybe both aunts. I wish I could remember before. It felt like I was in a place where I could buy stuff. There was a lot before. I mainly remember a big segment, too, where I was in my cousin's body. I felt like myself doing something else, like a Russian doll. I was in a big, empty, sorta maybe house with a bluish tint, kinda like a haunted, gray dusty place, on the floor, feeling kinda weird. There was a like tall kitchen counter where you could sit at like on a bar stool. There was a place on the side and probably a big window covered with a plastic curtain. There was a big kitchen. I guess the arrangement mocked that of where I lived in the oldest continuing city. I guess the bedrooms were in the same place, and the living room was behind us. The neighborhood was similar. We did live by a used bookstore. I remember once I saw a book with a cat carrying a tiny cat who maybe was just waking up or opening its eyes. It was so cute. I was so upset I couldn't get my body back and progress, but my cousin was happy.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
My Day
I got on a block and jumped in a crevice with a chair and escaped a tall, I think blonde boy. The blonde grabbed me! 3D
My Day So Far
I went to tennis. Health, 2 hours, with exercise, is full. A big, bright-haired theatre girl from Chicago was in the car, and I talked the whole time, had class with Ginny. Got $50 of supplies. Phone running out some..
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tags
Acquaintences,
Education,
Finance,
Ginny Kopf,
Mobile,
Peers,
Places,
Schoolmates
Problem
I'm feeling stressed with my ear hurting, but I guess eventually this pain will also go away. The n word thing made my life so uncomfortable.... Before, I wasn't getting the right food, didn't like being around my parents. :|
tags
Dad,
Dependents,
Food,
Health Hygiene Sanitation,
Mom,
Problems
Problem
Do you have any idea why I'm always mad and why I've been rushed? I mean I had a good excursion walking outside, just wish I could postpone the trip to college, now, probably will sleep on a bench. Also, my room smells dusty.
Problem
Now, my left eye|s are getting blurry because of my ear and the stress. It's like having a headache with the stress, but the inside of my head doesn't ache.
Also, I need a gym bag so maybe may not work out today. I'm not really looking forward to staying around all day today. I might have to go back Wednesday with money for books. I don't have a lunch bag but want the cancer 1 at Publix, though for some reason I don't think my dad got it if he was there. My food is not perfect because my dad went to Costco. I feel like I can't sense my environment and am a bit bewildered at my eyes. I'm tired and guess I won't get much sleep, have to dry my hair and then I guess just pack up my makeup and go.
Also, I need a gym bag so maybe may not work out today. I'm not really looking forward to staying around all day today. I might have to go back Wednesday with money for books. I don't have a lunch bag but want the cancer 1 at Publix, though for some reason I don't think my dad got it if he was there. My food is not perfect because my dad went to Costco. I feel like I can't sense my environment and am a bit bewildered at my eyes. I'm tired and guess I won't get much sleep, have to dry my hair and then I guess just pack up my makeup and go.
Problem
I left my Debrox open.. it was leaning over and I thought the top was on! It was stuck in a crevice I noticed. It made a loud noise, and my ear has a pimple, can itch, feels like stingy, and is plugged. I may have to go to the doctor. It feels like this ear, my left ear, is getting bigger. I felt normal, before, though. It just feels more plugged now. I used the better earplugs when I took my bath.
So, I guess I'll just have a nap or no nap and sleep at school. My mom said to use the gym, myself. I mean, I can sleep on the bench and probably will wake up by myself. I need a louder alarm, too.
I had a funny feeling about why my ear plugged up. It feels like I can only hear through 1 ear! Too bad about the pimple, but right away I change my ear plugs each day.
I have to cook my fish, pack the crackers and veggies, pack the money, hm no paper and pen.. Also, my dad didn't get me a recording device. =[ I also don't have money for it. I have my camera, but it won't stay on that long, I know. D; I mean, no, I'm not gonna listen to the class alone. I was gonna use it if I needed it. It's hard to think with my ear plugged, too. My wounds are getting better but still sting. I'm feeling more put together with something to look forward to and a nice teacher.. In the summer, not sure if she's teaching, probably, but I want to do tennis, and organ..
So, I guess I'll just have a nap or no nap and sleep at school. My mom said to use the gym, myself. I mean, I can sleep on the bench and probably will wake up by myself. I need a louder alarm, too.
I had a funny feeling about why my ear plugged up. It feels like I can only hear through 1 ear! Too bad about the pimple, but right away I change my ear plugs each day.
I have to cook my fish, pack the crackers and veggies, pack the money, hm no paper and pen.. Also, my dad didn't get me a recording device. =[ I also don't have money for it. I have my camera, but it won't stay on that long, I know. D; I mean, no, I'm not gonna listen to the class alone. I was gonna use it if I needed it. It's hard to think with my ear plugged, too. My wounds are getting better but still sting. I'm feeling more put together with something to look forward to and a nice teacher.. In the summer, not sure if she's teaching, probably, but I want to do tennis, and organ..
Monday, January 7, 2013
Facebook Posts
ellentv
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ME: Gotta have a plan.
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ME: I think I can see why you don't do kickboxing. Gotta figure out your options. You know, lower leg workouts work well. 0:]
Mobile
Matt Taylor I love guesstures
ME: You seem like a set up person.
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Jenn Relihan The best part of this photo is Ellen's face.
ME: So, you still don't have a favorite, new workout? I don't believe in yoga. I did it a long time ago.
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ME: Gotta have a plan.
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ME: I think I can see why you don't do kickboxing. Gotta figure out your options. You know, lower leg workouts work well. 0:]
Mobile
Matt Taylor I love guesstures
ME: You seem like a set up person.
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Jenn Relihan The best part of this photo is Ellen's face.
ME: So, you still don't have a favorite, new workout? I don't believe in yoga. I did it a long time ago.
Problem
Why do people like Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton give a fuck over kids with really old parents who are younger than you? Ha. WTF you think you got?
PROBLEM
So, my mom seemed to get mad at me for something that supposedly Ellen DeGeneres would agree with. I figured the n word thing is why I don't trust her jokes. See anyone happy around, lately? No, there is no point. Also, I already decided I don't want to be tacky in the 1950s.
I'm rather disturbed and overly taxed. I thought of some violent things. Not like realistic, which I have to not do.. I 1st got upset at Nell Burton because I also got a message from Ginny Kopf via my mom. I'm disturbed she thinks she's so good just because she did the Disney voice since the mid-1980s.
I'm being flooded with insults, for some odd reason. I'm tired of going through this person's BULLLSHIT.
I also got mad at Ellen DeGeneres for thinking she's something because it said that I wasn't good enough racially, which is BULLLSHIT. She keeps thinking she's cooler, and she keeps thinking she's gooder.
I'm rather disturbed and overly taxed. I thought of some violent things. Not like realistic, which I have to not do.. I 1st got upset at Nell Burton because I also got a message from Ginny Kopf via my mom. I'm disturbed she thinks she's so good just because she did the Disney voice since the mid-1980s.
I'm being flooded with insults, for some odd reason. I'm tired of going through this person's BULLLSHIT.
I also got mad at Ellen DeGeneres for thinking she's something because it said that I wasn't good enough racially, which is BULLLSHIT. She keeps thinking she's cooler, and she keeps thinking she's gooder.
tags
Ellen DeGeneres,
Ginny Kopf,
Mom,
Nell Burton,
Problems,
Race
Being Right and Saving Things for Later
Nell Burton is considered right because her dad is from L.A. I don't know why his family is from Burbank, but all the broadcasting is there. I guess she's saving it for later.
Helping Someone
There was a thin, blonde, blue-eyed boy with a buzz on the side of the road who asked me for a smoke and then for 50¢ and I gave him $1 50¢. He was on a bus to the port.
Problem
I'm mad at Ginny Kopf. She didn't add me on my new Facebook. I think I'm going to ask her in class to add me. I dunno, maybe I'll I'm mad. She thinks she's whiter than me. What should I do? Call everyone in the class a nigger?
The new thing of Facebook is you have to be someone's friend to see what they say - I mean all they say, it just shows random things from the past, now, not sure why. They're just having fun controlling the world and really wish they did things differently before whereas before they forced us to think they were right.
The other problem is I like to change my profile photo.. }:]
The new thing of Facebook is you have to be someone's friend to see what they say - I mean all they say, it just shows random things from the past, now, not sure why. They're just having fun controlling the world and really wish they did things differently before whereas before they forced us to think they were right.
The other problem is I like to change my profile photo.. }:]
Problem
No, I don't know anyone other than my little girl cousin, who is a conundrum, who is from certain areas of Florida with parents from up north.
Why am I drawing in my dad just to pleasure others, things that have nothing to do with me. Why do people think I'm just fragile and immobile? I know I was kinda like that at 1 point growing, but this is ridiculous. I'd have gotten over this. What, so I get no treat?
Why am I drawing in my dad just to pleasure others, things that have nothing to do with me. Why do people think I'm just fragile and immobile? I know I was kinda like that at 1 point growing, but this is ridiculous. I'd have gotten over this. What, so I get no treat?
Problem
I just really don't want Ellen DeGeneres to hurt me thinking I'm a nigger for stupid stuff. I care about my comfort a great deal. I'm also being alluded that the attention I get is to bonk me out.
Problem
Anything Ellen DeGeneres lets a younger, white kid do, make sure you let yourself do. If she tells you do to one of her many things to be more grown up, DON'T DO IT. You deserve a funky life, too.
Problem
So, who decided to or did it just happen that I got the idea that the crowd sees Ellen DeGeneres as leaning back in her chair squirting like a warm, gelly waterfull upward to the side? I have a feeling that that would pretend to upset her. I mean, I've been had to feel things of that nature but luckily have avoided it and don't really know about other people doing that, deciding to like these things. I haven't read about stuff like this but would like to. I mean, why would it be safe to do this? I know, you think that it's unfair. Maybe, it's just like what happened. I just feel things are at a standstill now and that like it's some thing that passed.
Going to Bed
I guess I'll go to bed, now. Creepy night. People hurting each other before they think.
Let me add, watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" every day and before talking to my grandma each night doing a Bible reading, I stayed up all day and didn't eat and just sang for YouTube. I got off the phone, had just got my contacts, and suddenly my face wasn't as detailed. What bothered me most was that something like that could happen to me. I think that it's not safe in the world to enjoy things. People just don't like that. I don't know why we're programmed to turn off. I am also mad that Ellen DeGeneres feels the need to get back at you thinking you did something wrong in your life just to be fair with everyone else, which I think is something that niggers do that is stupid, like me thinking that I was good to be happy about my contacts. See, my face was like developing such acute, precise expression. It was like something no one else did. I mean, other people can do it if they want. I don't really look up to niggers like that.
Let me add, watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" every day and before talking to my grandma each night doing a Bible reading, I stayed up all day and didn't eat and just sang for YouTube. I got off the phone, had just got my contacts, and suddenly my face wasn't as detailed. What bothered me most was that something like that could happen to me. I think that it's not safe in the world to enjoy things. People just don't like that. I don't know why we're programmed to turn off. I am also mad that Ellen DeGeneres feels the need to get back at you thinking you did something wrong in your life just to be fair with everyone else, which I think is something that niggers do that is stupid, like me thinking that I was good to be happy about my contacts. See, my face was like developing such acute, precise expression. It was like something no one else did. I mean, other people can do it if they want. I don't really look up to niggers like that.
Problem
So, what do you think about the turnout of things with Tim Burton? Why am I cursing about racism?
My Day
I got 2 ranch wraps at McDonald's and 1 was fried, I know. No ice cream, but I got some ice cream at a gas station.
Also, my left hand feels like it's about to rip from a cut I got that goes across a large portion.
Also, my left hand feels like it's about to rip from a cut I got that goes across a large portion.
Problem
You know, no one nice agrees with my dad turning on me. I mean, I wasn't good to start off with.
Problem
Can you just shut up with your crap of combining extreme ideas? You're stupid. You're a piece of shit. You're nothing.
Problem
Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep kidding about serious things? I already told you I'm not gonna let you just be mean to me. What do you think I am, a piece of shit? You think I'm just shit?
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Family Trip
My mom and brother just got home from a trip to India, taking a class. They look so solid and feel so good and said it was so cold. Their skin is a darker shade.
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tags
Education,
Health Hygiene Sanitation,
Little Brother,
Looks,
Mobile,
Mom,
Places
How I'm Feeling
My ear is feeling better but still has a pimple. I'm not wearing my earplugs unless I jog along the street with cars.
Something Cute
So, before, my dad got Italian leaves in a box, and now it's Baby Spring Mix. =]
I also thought of naming my son Jim after "gym" for tennis or something about sports.
I also thought of naming my son Jim after "gym" for tennis or something about sports.
Health
I found that I know that girls with fat dads have to do certain things to keep going. My dad said he was solid muscle, but I guess when I was born he wasn't. He came out of the marines, but so did a lot of dads.
Problems
It feels like I need more water. I'm a bit taxed. I feel kinda like Christmas walking around seeing lights or jogging slowly, tired, wanting something.
Problems
So, I woke up with my left ear plug out. I got rid of the wax clogging it. The clear waterproof earplugs let water in. It's harder to hear, like it's muffled. I feel a pain, not sure if it's a pimple, more on the flesh but feels like hurt from water. Sometimes, it sorta crackles and bubbles in a watery way. My jaw feels funny when it opens, but I feel kinda like a singer as a fan of Les Misérables.
Dreams
I had good dreams, hard to remember, now. I regret to inform you, I was trying to imagine someone hugging me and I felt tacky. I had 2 or 3 dreams. I was aware of them at the time but now forget.
How I'm Feeling
I've been getting upset and am bloated and took a shower but feel like sorta filled with gelly worms or something but not literally.
I think I justified getting upset ... forget ... ah yes I felt I was given the message a pain was multiplied a lot, and I want to avoid it but I can't help but formulating some reaction. I just hope it gets better.
I think I justified getting upset ... forget ... ah yes I felt I was given the message a pain was multiplied a lot, and I want to avoid it but I can't help but formulating some reaction. I just hope it gets better.
Ate
I had 5 pieces of maple bacon stuck together not microwaved long.
2 packs of cheesy grits.
Lunch:
2 French bread pizzas
Oscar Meyer Weiner my dad got, beef, probably bun length, with Heinz ketchup, on wheat
A more large zucchinni
I just had:
2 French bread pizzas
Now I'm making a small zucchinni.
I might have some asparagus's or cooked leaves.
2 packs of cheesy grits.
Lunch:
2 French bread pizzas
Oscar Meyer Weiner my dad got, beef, probably bun length, with Heinz ketchup, on wheat
A more large zucchinni
I just had:
2 French bread pizzas
Now I'm making a small zucchinni.
I might have some asparagus's or cooked leaves.
Ages of Places
I just found that Fort Lauderdale is the oldest, like early 1800s, then Key West had a fort as well in the mid 1800s and became the most successful place, then Miami. I guess the early English settlers of Jamestown are the next best place to go to. I just found Miami was found late 1800s and Key West early 1800s. I guess Key West is interesting. So is Fort Lauderdale. Miami is in the middle.
I'm not sure what's so interesting about like ... I dunno like who's in on what if it's about people in Europe and people I guess in certain parts of the U.S. I wonder what a European does in Key West. I guess if you were from another part of the U.S. before that you would have more heritage there. Also, very old colonies are interesting. I think it's interesting, the English. I know the oldest continuously and 2nd overall oldest city in the U.S. is Spanish, so I guess the mixing pots of Key West and Fort Lauderdale are of more prestige. See, there's this movie that used to be in the wax muesum when I went back to visit. It showed a girl drowning in a boat who was Spanish. It makes me think of the old Spanish play. They even had a church. So, it seemed like Egypt or something. It was a big, dark ocean, and she got lost. She was so pretty. There was another movie. Wait this is in the vistor's center. The other 1 in the wax museum showed a boy chosing to go through the trees and finding skeletons.
I think Ellen DeGeneres's mom probably has ancesetry in New Orleans (I already forget, it was discovered in the 1600s ... 1690.) It seems her mom's ancestry dates back to the 1800s. I don't see what that has to do with people from other areas of the country. I read her father isn't from the U.S. In the interview, he didn't have an accent. I know the English here sometimes don't use an accent, but they know the accent. Well, I mean, it's interesting because we're interested in that, people from out-of-the-U.S.
I'm not sure what's so interesting about like ... I dunno like who's in on what if it's about people in Europe and people I guess in certain parts of the U.S. I wonder what a European does in Key West. I guess if you were from another part of the U.S. before that you would have more heritage there. Also, very old colonies are interesting. I think it's interesting, the English. I know the oldest continuously and 2nd overall oldest city in the U.S. is Spanish, so I guess the mixing pots of Key West and Fort Lauderdale are of more prestige. See, there's this movie that used to be in the wax muesum when I went back to visit. It showed a girl drowning in a boat who was Spanish. It makes me think of the old Spanish play. They even had a church. So, it seemed like Egypt or something. It was a big, dark ocean, and she got lost. She was so pretty. There was another movie. Wait this is in the vistor's center. The other 1 in the wax museum showed a boy chosing to go through the trees and finding skeletons.
I think Ellen DeGeneres's mom probably has ancesetry in New Orleans (I already forget, it was discovered in the 1600s ... 1690.) It seems her mom's ancestry dates back to the 1800s. I don't see what that has to do with people from other areas of the country. I read her father isn't from the U.S. In the interview, he didn't have an accent. I know the English here sometimes don't use an accent, but they know the accent. Well, I mean, it's interesting because we're interested in that, people from out-of-the-U.S.
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