I was supposed to see Les Misérables today.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Need to Rest
I need to lie down. I may leave the computer on. Not sure how I will go to the bathroom. I just have to be careful. What about in public? I mean the water will even go through the waterproof bandaid. It's a big wound.
Problem
Why do I look like I'm covered in infested white stuff? What is that, an egg? Before, it was yellow shell wrapping. I used to be into the shit of my dad. Why is this happening now? I mean, I've been trying to rest at home.
Problem
Stop sending me hateful messages. I wonder why people would know all about me. What am I gonna do about that going around? I got the idea I had a daughter emitting some disgusting infested white stuff that made her whole, little body.
Problem
Why are you saying I don't deserve people to be nice to me behind closed doors? I wanted to go to bed, but now I'm cut. How will I use the bathroom? Stop kidding around and leave me alone. I'm not a nigger. I TOLD YOU TO STOP. YOU DIDN'T STOP. STOP BEING STUPID. You can't get mad.
Problem
So, my dad supposedly is very kind, but then he just switches and I find him mean and uncaring later. Like, I guess something like my face doesn't have a long, slim nose and I'm hun-gry and wouldn't mind gourmet, restaurant food. Or I guess like me thinking I can do good in school, something as weird as that. He seems to have pretty much left off with a plan. I mean, why doesn't he leave me alone? Don't you see this makes no sense? He should just leave me alone. I'm just here getting better. I don't engage in pestering him.
Problem
I just want people to frickin stop making me uncomfortable for being in an experiment or lockdown. I thought it was like a romance with a boy or something.
Problem
My dad seems to keep doing things to hurt me in ways like hypnotizing me or adjusting my situation or leaving a suggestive message to like only me just because I feel bad and it keeps getting worse. Like, if I say something it means something, really.. Like, I'll find out later or find that everyone is concerned over nothing.
Unraveling
My left hand, the fingers that were like felt almost like caking together in a through the air sense are unraveling like dead hands. They've felt dead before and hurt.
Aw
I just saw a yellow wisp like a surreal ghost, which I've seen, leave the right side of my body on the top.
The people in Orlando are shit. They messed with me. The other side. That side is my girls side. Hm, it feels like a bed with a ghost. I feel a pillow. Someone is punching it with round, white fists..
The people in Orlando are shit. They messed with me. The other side. That side is my girls side. Hm, it feels like a bed with a ghost. I feel a pillow. Someone is punching it with round, white fists..
Feeling Better
My right hand isn't as wide. My left feels like the sports coaches at my 1st high school, the public 1, at a sports school, because that's where we lived, where they were gonna build a health center and where the only Catholic school was.
The Ghost
It was kinda wispy, like rippled. I just got a hair straightener. There was 1 with light pink and 1 with a darker pink. They were thin and cheap. I am saving our money. My dad only gives me $20 at a time, now, and my mom doesn't give me $100 a month. They stopped when I bought like a bunch of ballet videos cause I had none, you know maybe 3 and some books etc., supplies maybe. I was totally like feeling so bad, and it wasn't a mental disorder|etc. Like insane.. Maybe I just felt bad about doing bad in school, but over the summer I mean it was possible. I guess it was that I was incapable of lectures and reading history, which is longer than what you read in high school or what I read in honors non-"advanced placement," not sure about other classes, probably the same there.
Aw
I just saw a yellow wisp like a surreal ghost, which I've seen, leave the right side of my body on the top.
The people in Orlando are shit. They messed with me. The other side. That side is my girls side. Hm, it feels like a bed with a ghost. I feel a pillow. Someone is punching it with round, white fists..
The people in Orlando are shit. They messed with me. The other side. That side is my girls side. Hm, it feels like a bed with a ghost. I feel a pillow. Someone is punching it with round, white fists..
Problem
My left fingers feel like they're hooked together. I didn't even hit anything much with that hand.
Problem
My left fingers feel like they're hooked together. I didn't even hit anything much with that hand.
Problem
My left fingers feel like they're hooked together. I didn't even hit anything much with that hand.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
So, yea, I was so mad I wanted to smash stuff.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Now, my hands are numb and stiff.
The noises won't stop. They act like they need to have them constantly in case I hear a bad one by mistake. They're real. They put a machine in my room.
Problem
I got mad again. I hit the faucet. The noises won't stop. I don't think the police will help. Now my pinky is protruding to the side with my hand.
Stop, someone is doing this, and Ellen DeGeneres is acting like she did it, confusing everyone. Ha, did you think of that? Well, post it online. No one cares if you thought of it. It's wrong.
This is all because of you shitty, worthless people thinking you're worth so much. I was trying to enjoy my life, but you're just being worthless and taking it out on me and acting like I used to do that. Hm, I remember getting unhappy, but I really was.
Stop, someone is doing this, and Ellen DeGeneres is acting like she did it, confusing everyone. Ha, did you think of that? Well, post it online. No one cares if you thought of it. It's wrong.
This is all because of you shitty, worthless people thinking you're worth so much. I was trying to enjoy my life, but you're just being worthless and taking it out on me and acting like I used to do that. Hm, I remember getting unhappy, but I really was.
Problem
I'm hearing noises.
I started slamming things sorta..
My dad did his laundry and then didn't do it. He won't stop acting like I did something wrong.
Ellen DeGeneres gets mad if I think she made someone give noises in my room. I was folding my laundry and mad my dad gave me another message.
I started slamming things sorta..
My dad did his laundry and then didn't do it. He won't stop acting like I did something wrong.
Ellen DeGeneres gets mad if I think she made someone give noises in my room. I was folding my laundry and mad my dad gave me another message.
Shower-Bath
I came back to say I'm taking a shower-bath, which can be over an hour but am more wanting to rest and stuff..
How I'm Feeling
My right ear is feeling much better. My left ear - the pimple still hurts. My right ear is a bit itchy, and my jaw is a bit tight but disjointed, not like a solidly connected jaw.
Problems
So, Helena Bonham Carter is a big complainer and thinks other people who complain should be hurt.
So, I need help. At CVS, a black lady sorta was rumbling through some things and made my left boy sack feel for once like sorta pieced apart with an outline. She acted like she could hurt me but no one else, like other people just keep going to cover, like they're hurting themselves for being mean but trying hard. I don't believe in this.
Also, there's this boy at Orlando Ballet who looks kinda like how I pictured my son, but I am not sure if I'd really want my son to only be like that. He was really short and seemed like a pimple but was really cute with golden brown fluffy straight smooth hair, you know, looked English. He had the ballet so down and had so many parts, A Midsummer Night's Dream.
So, I need help. At CVS, a black lady sorta was rumbling through some things and made my left boy sack feel for once like sorta pieced apart with an outline. She acted like she could hurt me but no one else, like other people just keep going to cover, like they're hurting themselves for being mean but trying hard. I don't believe in this.
Also, there's this boy at Orlando Ballet who looks kinda like how I pictured my son, but I am not sure if I'd really want my son to only be like that. He was really short and seemed like a pimple but was really cute with golden brown fluffy straight smooth hair, you know, looked English. He had the ballet so down and had so many parts, A Midsummer Night's Dream.
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Used to Play Sports
So, when I started tennis at 11 with my brother, there was this place in the nation's oldest continuing city ... I'm from Florida myself and my mom is from Indonesia ... called Marsh Creek. I thought we toured a landfill. So, it was huge, a huge expanse, like a safari. We like drove through like a highway to get there. So, there was a little booth, there, too. The courts were made of green sand, so when I moved I was really, really mad, though it was very athletic there, the area Ellen DeGeneres is from. I lived in "Slidell," didn't remember thinking of it as a slide at all lately that I could remember until recently. It's right across the bridge from New Orleans, actually. The people at my school were adamant about Britney Spears, and people in my choir knew people who knew her and said she was such a sweet girl and that everyone was upset at "how she changed.." She was considered really bad but not untalented.. I actually didn't watch her until I moved to Orlando. She reminds me of Amanda Seyfried! She sang in movie musicals and was just in a big 1 that is considered the most classical that exists, like an opera, haha kinda like The Phantom of the Opera.
So, anyway, I was busy but I managed to compete in tennis at the end more than once though only remember competing once, for some reason, but I think just the last 2 years, not sure how I did it those 2 years. I didn't want to be on the team but taught some older kids to play and a girl from San Fransisco who was a lot bigger than me. It helped her get in shape. I think she made me seem a lot fatter.
So, about the tennis courts, then the white lines were made of metal with nails nailing it down on the sides. I think. So, you knew if you were out if you heard it.
So, anyway, Marsh Creek reminds me of the New Orleans Zoo or Lion Country Safari, teetering 2 areas I lived in Southeastern Florida. I have pictures of me there and still have some from Katrina when I was in an experiment without being sure. So, a marsh I think is the step above a swamp, you must have also learned in school, except I guess Florida has them, Northeastern Florida, the oldest continuing city in the U.S. So, what it is is like water with really tall, green grass.
So, anyway, I was busy but I managed to compete in tennis at the end more than once though only remember competing once, for some reason, but I think just the last 2 years, not sure how I did it those 2 years. I didn't want to be on the team but taught some older kids to play and a girl from San Fransisco who was a lot bigger than me. It helped her get in shape. I think she made me seem a lot fatter.
So, about the tennis courts, then the white lines were made of metal with nails nailing it down on the sides. I think. So, you knew if you were out if you heard it.
So, anyway, Marsh Creek reminds me of the New Orleans Zoo or Lion Country Safari, teetering 2 areas I lived in Southeastern Florida. I have pictures of me there and still have some from Katrina when I was in an experiment without being sure. So, a marsh I think is the step above a swamp, you must have also learned in school, except I guess Florida has them, Northeastern Florida, the oldest continuing city in the U.S. So, what it is is like water with really tall, green grass.
tags
Amanda Seyfried,
Arts,
Britney Spears,
Ellen DeGeneres,
Places,
Sports
Talented in Sports
People think I'm dexterous, like a good volleyball server, a good soccerball kicker from early on, an adamant softball player, a good runner in basketball.
I am pretty accurate with tennis, not sure if I should have done it with my brother, but I should have.
I am pretty accurate with tennis, not sure if I should have done it with my brother, but I should have.
Problem
My brother in Florida, in the Northeast, had too much homework. I mean not enough. We moved, and then he always had too much but wasn't as adamant as me, anymore, because we didn't move to the city, I think. He was very caring, though. More than in Florida, where he was more distant and, guess he'll never say this and I need to have a conversation at some point, energetic. Hey, that sounds like E DeGeneres. I think I stopped being energetic when he was born. So, then, he got tired, though he did martial arts twice a week. Maybe, the grappling wasn't as hard. He did tennis lessons but didn't make the team in Orlando. He takes tennis in college. He'll be taking an advanced course. He got really mean here but mostly to me. My parents approve of it but then change their crap! minds. D8 Maybe, I just don't care about them, too. I do not accept the fantasy that I'm in trouble racially. He also grew his hair long, here. I know he's off track from where he was when he was 3. Maybe, Pre-K wasn't cool. He kinda reminded me of Ellen DeGeneres, in Southeastern Florida. Hm, I went to school there, too, but I think I was smart(er.)
tags
Education,
Ellen DeGeneres,
Little Brother,
Places,
Problems
Problem
So, why didn't you tell me to exercise or give me keys to the house sooner or get me different food? You could have brought home wraps or something!
Problem
I noticed that I had an old dad and looked trashy, but all people can say is that he's old-fashioned. Notice that people a long time ago had kids sooner. Boys today are more modern. He was 35 when I was born. I fail to understand how he married old. I mean, I guess, 2 years before. So, that would be 33. Kids my age with dads 33 when they were born had dads born in 1953? Why are even some dads born in 1951 so annoying? I know girls born then are cool.
Problem
Are you picking a scab with my dad? SHUT UP.
How does my dad not fit the description of a good older dad with a younger mom?
I don't know why he got fatter. At least he's a bit more put together. I mean, compared to other men, he's not a clown. I mean, he doesn't really look like old English. I'd guess he was part German.
How does my dad not fit the description of a good older dad with a younger mom?
I don't know why he got fatter. At least he's a bit more put together. I mean, compared to other men, he's not a clown. I mean, he doesn't really look like old English. I'd guess he was part German.
Problem
Why are you playing with how every page loads? Stop acting like I don't have the right to use the internet. To post on my blog and other social networking sites.
Also, why won't my dad stop giving me weird secret messages? He's made my life uncomfortable. He hasn't made me bad, though. WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? ARE YOU STUPID? STOP HURTING PEOPLE. NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU. I'll put you in a cold, cold room and feed you SHIT.
Also, why won't my dad stop giving me weird secret messages? He's made my life uncomfortable. He hasn't made me bad, though. WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? ARE YOU STUPID? STOP HURTING PEOPLE. NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU. I'll put you in a cold, cold room and feed you SHIT.
Shopping
My webcam was from 2009 and incompatible with Windows 7. Logitech.
So, the other 1 should arrive Jan 7 - 10.
So, the other 1 should arrive Jan 7 - 10.
Problem
I THOUGHT I TOLD EVERYONE TO STOP WASTING MY TIME TELLING ME EVERYTHING THAT MATTERS TO ME IS SHIT
I got a webcam. 3I
link
$4
$4
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Food Review
I found the smoothie at this McDonald's watery, no plain strawberry.
I actually just got 1 full order.
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I actually just got 1 full order.
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Recipes?
What would happen if all the bad people had all the precise food?
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Not Listening
I'm not listening to people in Orlando who are modern with Latino blood. The apartment life is trashy.
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Civilization
I saw a black guy on Classic Joke Tuesday. I just found out or realized that colored people didn't have advanced technology. When comparing to the Chinese below supposed tundra Russia, er dessert up north I guess, I realized that the sorta feeling of worth wasn't in it in the Chinese's eye to invent things like the microscope.
Late Boom boasted "there was 'no technology,'" remembering that their parent generation boasted it to the utmost, nothing else left in life in this generation or world. Not sure about like there being meaning in things other than TV, or film.
Late Boom boasted "there was 'no technology,'" remembering that their parent generation boasted it to the utmost, nothing else left in life in this generation or world. Not sure about like there being meaning in things other than TV, or film.
Problem
I thought my earphones broke on 1 side, but I found it disconnected by the computer. I also have a long chord going from the garage to another room but wouldn't think I need to nor should take the energy to check it, now. So, that's the side where my ear hurts. It feels kinda like tight in the middle, like I feel something there and like it is about to not just pop but explode. I know I have more hard earplugs. It should keep out more sound. I figured the other ones "locked in moisture.." cleaned my ears more in the past few days. However, I know that the rubbery earplugs make my ears hurt in this same way. It's just that these 1s are more plugged. Maybe, I need softer 1s. The other ear is okay. I guess, for now, I need to use the old kind.
Problem
So, I know, from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I've had to pay and felt kinda like a negro and wrapped up like an Asian, maybe because she gets those kinds of commonfolk on her show or like families with squinty eyes and projecting fat (ha ha.) I'm sorry about that, though. I know what it's like, unfortunately. So, now, I feel like I'm in like something disgusting, white, and poofy, but not like disgusting as in just "dirty" but more "infested.."
Something That Happened
At the mall I was clumsy and the door opened loudly in the bathroom and there was an older lady with a young boy.
Also, when my dad came out, as I said, he passed the bathroom and I closed the door abruptly but knew I didn't hurt him but wish I didn't do that that time.
Also, when my dad came out, as I said, he passed the bathroom and I closed the door abruptly but knew I didn't hurt him but wish I didn't do that that time.
Problem
Why am I getting the idea like Ellen DeGeneres thinks hurting other people, everyone, is funny and that it doesn't matter because kids younger than her like to kid around? Maybe she's *beep*
Problem
So, you can enjoy nature no matter where you're from and not be bothered.
Also, why are you insulting me to stimulate me, you negro, every time I want to be happy? WTF are you, you piece of shit? Trying to make me mad?
Also, why are you insulting me to stimulate me, you negro, every time I want to be happy? WTF are you, you piece of shit? Trying to make me mad?
Problem
People keep saying I'm wrong and like I have to convince them of some big thing. They're shit.
I just got the idea from someone that like sometimes you're not really in a certain situation and you have to settle at that thinking.
I just got the idea from someone that like sometimes you're not really in a certain situation and you have to settle at that thinking.
Ow
I wonder if I need to go to the ER. My right ear hurts a lot, and my left 1 has a pimple. My head feels like it's growing. I assume it's a pimple.
Acting Weird
It seems that a friend I had made a toy from being able to watch Ellen DeGeneres as a kid. When people talk about her, they seem to glow, like a princess. Like, they say it loudly but don't want you to tell they feel embarrassed.
So, it seems that she wants to think that facts and what you do are the same thing and can change things. She has older parents.
It seems Ellen DeGeneres is fighting and deciding to drop the ball and pretend my dad isn't good because Americans are crazy and want to say that you think you're "something you're not." I guess you'd have to realize she's probably upset about her age.
So, it seems that she wants to think that facts and what you do are the same thing and can change things. She has older parents.
It seems Ellen DeGeneres is fighting and deciding to drop the ball and pretend my dad isn't good because Americans are crazy and want to say that you think you're "something you're not." I guess you'd have to realize she's probably upset about her age.
Problem
Why now are people cutting in whereas before we were being generous to in struggling with thoughts of positivity like to the ends of the earth?
Being Perfect
So, anything a Late Boom girl says is right.
What do you think of this girl who is probably all English: link. It seems like it's best not to mix with other Europeans. I know Órla Fallon's last name was Carron and is French from Normandy not the Anglo-Normans, which seem to be what pervade Ireland, though no one talks about it. The Anglo-Normans are Norwegian and maybe other Nordic countries. I know in the U.S., I met a French blonde married to someone with a German last name. She was so smart but didn't seem to think so. I had a drama teacher from New Orleans with a French last name. My 1st drama teacher I found is from where Ellen DeGeneres is from. I met 2 other people from New Orleans who might have some very white ancestry who I liked, though 1 is gay and looks sick now.
I'm curious, so Tim Burton made England popular, but Helena Bonham Carter seems to admit she grew up with her mom, whose mom is Jewish and whose dad is Spanish and Jewish. It's just people who have all 1 European ethnicity have so much to offer. You know Kate Bush? She's ½ English ½ Irish. She had really nice parents. She seemed more interested in modern culture and could fit in in England but isn't like a hose of bossiness. She isn't the same, now. She got really big, and people would think "that's something Christina likes."
Well, Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name is Jewish, so maybe Tim Burton wants his kids Jewish. Maybe, he uses them as a tool. Hey, aren't I used as a tool to not look that good because my dad is old and my mom isn't technically just "white?" People think all my accomplishments are just me being spoiled. Did you know I grew up thinking the opposite, like that I did things I was supposed to and everyone else came from lazy, racist families?
What do you think of this girl who is probably all English: link. It seems like it's best not to mix with other Europeans. I know Órla Fallon's last name was Carron and is French from Normandy not the Anglo-Normans, which seem to be what pervade Ireland, though no one talks about it. The Anglo-Normans are Norwegian and maybe other Nordic countries. I know in the U.S., I met a French blonde married to someone with a German last name. She was so smart but didn't seem to think so. I had a drama teacher from New Orleans with a French last name. My 1st drama teacher I found is from where Ellen DeGeneres is from. I met 2 other people from New Orleans who might have some very white ancestry who I liked, though 1 is gay and looks sick now.
I'm curious, so Tim Burton made England popular, but Helena Bonham Carter seems to admit she grew up with her mom, whose mom is Jewish and whose dad is Spanish and Jewish. It's just people who have all 1 European ethnicity have so much to offer. You know Kate Bush? She's ½ English ½ Irish. She had really nice parents. She seemed more interested in modern culture and could fit in in England but isn't like a hose of bossiness. She isn't the same, now. She got really big, and people would think "that's something Christina likes."
Well, Ellen DeGeneres's mom's last name is Jewish, so maybe Tim Burton wants his kids Jewish. Maybe, he uses them as a tool. Hey, aren't I used as a tool to not look that good because my dad is old and my mom isn't technically just "white?" People think all my accomplishments are just me being spoiled. Did you know I grew up thinking the opposite, like that I did things I was supposed to and everyone else came from lazy, racist families?
Kids Who Think
So, why are supposedly Late Boom good, but Boomers make "kids" today think for themselves? You know, Late Boom might claim that well "there was no technology." You know, it seems like that people cared that they looked supple. I think they wanted them to be actors, though. I'm not sure what their high school was like.
Isn't that funny, "There was no technology" ... "but my parents had a boom in technology interest."
About thinking for ourselves, it's like everyone wants to be like Late Boom, but when you say you do everyone doesn't say so and then you find out later and it's a big deal with Late Boom.
Isn't that funny, "There was no technology" ... "but my parents had a boom in technology interest."
About thinking for ourselves, it's like everyone wants to be like Late Boom, but when you say you do everyone doesn't say so and then you find out later and it's a big deal with Late Boom.
Problem
What happened to the idea that you build yourself like I guess these days by posting on a blog? I'm not sure, before, maybe it was like those movies and stuff. Well, part of the thing is computers were gonna come out. Today, computers is what gives you your social life. Everyone knows to have energy you need a social life. If not, I guess that means you're learning to think alone. I never had a life like that. Maybe, when I was little with my parents sometimes but not often.
The Big City
How "big" is "New Orleans?" It's just across the lake. The big city in Northeastern Florida encompasses the entire county. I guess we didn't really live downtown. That should be obvious, but I'm pretty sure it was nostalgic and urban. I think I lived in a major city in Southeastern Florida but not by the bottom. It's a big issue, I only see attractive people from the city. I felt that not being from the city that we were not like included. I guess that people from different areas have different lives. Each high school had a different theme: sports, academics, arts (which was like everything) + the Catholic school. So, you have to go to the high school near where you live. I'm glad I didn't go to the academic one. I guess the people from the private non-Catholic school a lot went there. There weren't many like scholars at the Catholic high school.
Health
I think I'm going to start eating healthier, having salads like I did in college with more than lettuce but no tomatos.
Problem
It seems people don't like me because I had a black teacher when I was in kindergarten. Maybe, I "used" her, but I know what a black person is. She wasn't like bloated.
Feeling Better
Resting made me feel better. So did drying my hair. I don't feel as agitated and empty. I think seeing little kids has been a good influence on me, like the boy in Les Misérables.
Nice Shower-Bath
I used my Alice in Wonderland gel from Bath & Body Works. I already have acne gel, grapefruit. I realized I needed real gel. I even put moisturizer on my crotch after I shave. Also, on my hands and forearms. My left forearm caked up.
Ow
So, I have more solid ear plugs, but I don't think that's why my ears are hurt. It is a little softer, noises. It feels like there's water in my ears. I tried to clean them more in the past few days. They just hurt.
It feels like there's water in my right ear. It makes it sorta tie up in pain.
It feels like there's water in my right ear. It makes it sorta tie up in pain.
Ah!
So, I guess I was lying down for maybe 2 hours or more. A lot of thoughts passed through my mind like a puzzle. I guess you'd like to imagine magical shifting, but it was just thoughts, kinda metallic like a pimple. I even dried my hair. I probably will dry my hair now. I think I have a small hair dryer.
Problem
Why does Tim Burton want us to like spill the beans, like sorta maybe we go online but we don't really have to under his command, though he didn't say to. I mean, there's a funny feeling, maybe you shouldn't be near the internet. I think everyone should know it's safe and right to get a blog. I mean, it was like it was 2005 and then suddenly in 2006 where I was everything was different. The world seems different. That makes me wonder about what it's like in different parts of the world, didn't see as many attractive people before. I'm seeing like thin, supple kids with white hair, now, not necessarily the silhouette of a movie star but interesting, maybe not rough and tough enough, not perverted, not to say that they should have to know about that stuff all at once but maybe is good to know in a timely manner.
Exercise
I lost my 2-day rental but have more money.
I did 3 side sit-ups on each side.
I just did 4 on the right and 6 on the left.
I tried to eat more like Cracker Barrel. The fat pills are making me thinner, natural and big up to 5 times a day. So, I made sure I had tasty food when I needed, probably recuperating from my "dieting."
I did 3 side sit-ups on each side.
I just did 4 on the right and 6 on the left.
I tried to eat more like Cracker Barrel. The fat pills are making me thinner, natural and big up to 5 times a day. So, I made sure I had tasty food when I needed, probably recuperating from my "dieting."
Problem
Why does Nell Burton look like kinda like sorta clumpy, like she's put together? It's supposed to be that she's fat like her dad, who was thin before after being on swim team in college. That's funny, my brother isn't fat, anymore. He was only a fat baby and chubby toddler. I had to suffer the side effects of my dad and the race of my mom. So, then she looks kinds like a patchwork doll, like her mom. However, she seems kinda irritated from her dad being American, like her mom didn't let her be American.
I feel kinda bad because I went online and started off fat but got thinner. We moved, and I was thinner even more but got fat quickly, didn't want to leave the house and didn't end up doing exercise videos because I hadn't before and it didn't come to me and I wished I didn't have to maybe, not sure. Now, I do a little at a time.
I guess the other argument is that everyone has problems. I mean, people have had problems since 2006, though.
I feel kinda bad because I went online and started off fat but got thinner. We moved, and I was thinner even more but got fat quickly, didn't want to leave the house and didn't end up doing exercise videos because I hadn't before and it didn't come to me and I wished I didn't have to maybe, not sure. Now, I do a little at a time.
I guess the other argument is that everyone has problems. I mean, people have had problems since 2006, though.
Ate
leftover hot dog on wheat bun with Heinz ketchup
Tyson's buffalo chicken strips (frozen) with jalapeño (Monterey Jack) cheese
Dill & Olive Oil Triscuits
baby round carrots & dill dip
about 10 asparagus's, though I didn't have a big enough top and it wasn't soft
I just had some crackers with dip|spread.
Tyson's buffalo chicken strips (frozen) with jalapeño (Monterey Jack) cheese
Dill & Olive Oil Triscuits
baby round carrots & dill dip
about 10 asparagus's, though I didn't have a big enough top and it wasn't soft
I just had some crackers with dip|spread.
Ow
For some reason, my ears hurt, and I can feel 1 has a pimple.
I put cream on my bugbites.
I just had a pimple in each ear from the earplugs. It affects your jaw, too.
I put cream on my bugbites.
I just had a pimple in each ear from the earplugs. It affects your jaw, too.
Conspiracy..
So, I wonder if me having 2 subs at a gas station is what made me healthy. The drink was grapefruit juice. I also had a dessert. Getting stronger but didn't shower.
Problem
My dad keeps teasing around claiming me not having perfect behavior because I feel really uncomfortable, like with my health, and don't know like to quit school or now have people being onto me because they don't want me to succeed ... I mean, he thinks that him feeling guilty is something that means I should be treated badly.
Problem
So, why does Ellen DeGeneres think she's tough for not thinking the world is touchingly magical? Maybe, no one should watch her show.
She keeps teasing. I do not want to talk like this.
She keeps teasing. I do not want to talk like this.
Problem
So, why does Ellen DeGeneres like not take responsibility for torturing me in private when she seems to think it's okay? Because if someone else tells her it's like immature, she'll believe it but not believe me and think it's my fault I have problems and sit there and wonder about what I've accomplished, like it wasn't meant to be. I mean about torturing me, like sometimes I hear clicks and the page loads a certain way and it seems to happen often. I get turned off like no one's in the room. Things happen and then don't matter and we don't know the effect.
Problem
Hm, well, I got the idea supposedly you had to throw in 1 more message. You think that the world is your shit. Go tell the world, don't rub it in to me.
Well, anyway, this "message" is imprinted on me. Go away, and stop telling me my "attitude" or adding extra things in my talking (which shut up about you) is inappropriate because I'm not technically all Caucasian. Stop picking on me. Should we bore into you in infancy? You are just a machine without "a sense of wonder" thinking you are white in ways you aren't. Look, I'm right. You don't have the right to pick on just me and to treat me like I'm nothing "just because you know me."
Well, anyway, this "message" is imprinted on me. Go away, and stop telling me my "attitude" or adding extra things in my talking (which shut up about you) is inappropriate because I'm not technically all Caucasian. Stop picking on me. Should we bore into you in infancy? You are just a machine without "a sense of wonder" thinking you are white in ways you aren't. Look, I'm right. You don't have the right to pick on just me and to treat me like I'm nothing "just because you know me."
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