Being Attractive

I just watched Selena Gomez on The Princess and the Frog in December 2009.  I mean "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Okay, I did gymnastics and baton.  Why would I be unattractive?  After I quit, I losened up and looked very European but didn't seem well-versed, like doubled over in fat.  It's been a painful process.  Supposedly, my problem when I quit was that I was too intellectual, but I was in choir and piano, so.  Why do we have to do so much gymnastics to get into symphonic music and know how to play the piano?  I started at a good age but was told I was late but fast.  A good memorizer and at playing by ear and later a good sight reader, even, probably from being too tired from homework to practice.  It was freaky..

Also, can we buy "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" episodes?  She now puts them on YouTube.  I'm sure she doesn't care, but she could use the money, though I doubt she needs it.  I guess I should look, now.  ;D  Well, I hope she sells them.  What about the 1s on her site, now?  I don't really think it's illegal, but it's become like it's like that because of YouTube.  So shoot me.  Or take them down.  Or post it online where everyone believes it.  I mean, if she sells them, why would I not watch them online like I hope she doesn't sell them?..

So, I wish I could do the ribbon in acrobats for a waist workout, though I don't know just how much movement they do with the waist..  Also, my dad would drive me there or I'd take a bus each week.  I wouldn't mind posting I go there.  I mean, what, is someone gonna stab me as I load the bus and get caught??  I never realized that they would get caught and therefore would not do it.