Saturday, January 5, 2013

Problem

Stop trying to make my family similar.  Why should I respect you?

Problem

Let's just shovel Ellen DeGeneres out.  She's listening to my dad and said my mom was bs.  She thinks that being good in some way means you have fun and say you're crap.  She thinks it means something too that I put her name in my shit.  Well, I didn't want you to make me think my mom was a negro.  I don't want to play your game like this.  Ooh, does that tie in with some message that you think means something?

Ooh, I didn't know what to say.  Isn't that why I'm posting online?  Why are you attacking me?  You're just racist and don't deserve anything and will probably be hurt.  You'll find you made some mistake and get mad.

Problem

Just admit it, you're mean.  It's because you're racist and because of the n word thing.  You just want to prove you're something.  You think that everything has to be like some big thing that answers like every question.  Well, what question did it answer?  Some thing you did?

Problem

I don't care about you people not from the Southern U.S.A. culture spreading your culture around the world.  I don't mean that no I would never do anything like that nor that I've thought about that kind of thing.

Problem

LOOK I CAN'T STAND IT FIX IT

Problem

I think someone made my password not work.  Now, I have a list of 4 passwords for Twitter.  Why don't I just *beep* you?  You think my life isn't worth it and you can just make anything happen.

Cultural Appreciation

Does Ellen DeGeneres honestly believe people generally pack their things and head down to historical sites?  I guess they do in New Orleans, but I mean it seems more like it's from the early 1900s.

In the nation's oldest continuing city in Northeastern Florida, which is Spanish and very, very hot other than in the winter and maybe some of the fall, unsure, imagine like homeschooled girls.  I remember the theater, but like the kids weren't all like old-fashioned.  1 was friends with a girl from New Jersey, not big roles I saw in the historical thing.

I don't know why it seems so Hollywood creepy to you.  I guess that's like the thing waiting to happen.  Wish someone would like tell me what they want to know.

My Friends

So, my friends were mostly not from the South.  Pretty much, it seemed like all of them weren't.  I mean, yes, I've met people who came from New Orleans.

Relating From Your Parents?

So, you get the melting idea from your father?  What about the mother?  Hm, I know someone with a Spanish mom.  I guess it's about the dad.  Hm.  But I was with my mom.  I don't melt.

Where You're From

What do you think about people who were born in Florida or California, a long time ago?  Or New Orleans?  Or maybe Cleveland?  You know, any old place would be interesting to someone else.  I'm not sure how  interesting Pennsylvania and New York would be, but I never lived there..  The nice thing about Pennsylvania and New York is it's kinda physical and a place where you can move around.  I don't know about saying it isn't modern.  Maybe, it's just moral.

TV

I just watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I saw a picture of a lady with a face that was melting.  I realized about living in the nation's oldest continuing city.  It is a haunting place.  Florida is, too.  My mom also is not from the U.S.  However, when you're there, it's just kinda like not much there.  It's like fixed up with like you just see like the old buildings of like benches in the schools, you know from maybe the 1600s or 1700s or maybe 1800s.  I think they had photos of old people alive who went there.  I did a camp.  I remember seeing like the old Spanish stuff, the things hanging up, the way they wash each cup.  It just seemed normal, kinda clean and tidy but maybe haunting to think of the racism.  I don't think they were pictured as tan tan like South America nor slick.  I don't know what they looked like.  I know rich people did some stuff there, but obviously it's not all over.  I know I toured it a lot, and people who visited think they have a grasp.  3 years.  I never thought of it as a ghost town.  I know some people there, but they don't talk to me, now.  The ghost tour might be cool, but in Key West it just seemed kinda normal.  I don't know, it was about people jumping from a hotel I remember and like mixed people in a grave.  There was a joke about it being bad for tourism, Diamond Dave.  He looked like the dad in My Fair Lady with a top hat.  I remember now seeing the thing about the house on the street with the doll that moved over.  Not sure when it was, but it seemed like around 1900, possibly.  I was with my little girl cousin alone, and she held my hand, though of course it didn't help enough.  That reminds me of New Orleans.  For some reason, I know a lot about that place.

Facebook Map

Problem

Maybe because Lily Rose is black she is special.

Ellen DeGeneres literally believes her generation is certified and anything they do will be taken seriously to others, in some way.  She thinks literally that excursions are real symbols.

Problem

You've given me a very uncomfortable time.

Problem

Track my dad.  He was acting annoying thinking my daughter was a nigger because of "mistakes" I made by accident that may have been good.

Also, I get reactions on how things load from people I like that are annoying.

Problems

Why are you so picky in a racist way about people's temper and like their state of health and hygiene?

Food

So, for lunch, I have stuff like fish, thick red sausage if my dad got it, lettuce and cucumbers, tangerines, and I don't remember what else.  I guess I was depending on the fish.

My wounds are healing quickly.

Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton should learn to relax.  I'm gonna take a bath, soon.  I wanna make a new blog.  3)

Back

I returned the webcam and got $24 back.  I got an ice cream bar.

My dad was supposed to get me a lunch back but didn't.

Having an Opinion

Did you ever consider that people can have an opinion?

New Facebook

Facebook

I'm getting a new cell phone # and getting a name for my new account and getting validated to post endlessly by not getting kicked out.

New Videos

Injuries & a last 1 from the therapist

YouTube

Problem

So, you think you have to have the faults of your mom?

Mall

I was at the mall yesterday and wore my green buttoned kinda square shirt with a new pair of jeans from school.  School starts Monday|Tuesday.

Shopping

I got like 9 bottles of nail polish for @ $7 and 1 $4 for $50, 1 @ JCPenney, the rest at Sears, a great place for nails, but they have lots of cheap nail polish..  There was this lady there who said go see the lady in the nails.  They both had an accent.  Then, she said to go check out in the clothes.  So, I have like $50 left, and I don't want to go to McDonald's anymore, but I mean I'll go there for fun.  I'm bringing my food to school, not sure what I'd buy there.  I mean, if I get hungry.  It shouldn't be that big a deal.  I mean, I can eat at home.  My breakfasts aren't really all that big, but it's not just flakes.  Flakes are good, used to like, er, those frosted wheaties.

I'm taller! =]

5'3" on the dot, when I woke up, solid as a rock, not that I wasn't about that height, before

New Videos of Me Singing From Before

Dream

- There was a baby put in a tub because someone felt that it was feeling bad.  She looked like Nell Burton with sparkly blue eyes and thick, rich hair.  She had a protruding face.  She was dipped in water that was low, but then, the water raised, in a baby tub, probably in a low bathtub.  Eventually she drowned.  They might have lifted her.  After awhile she moved up herself.  It sounded like she was waving her arms saying "airplane."  I tried to coo her, too, in a kind of menacing, nice way.  Eventually, it seemed she would drown.

- Before, I was with "a theater teacher" "from the past."  This person said "I did the program."  She was staying at my house, like a foreign exchange student.  She was eating fried chicken, and that was all she felt like eating at that hour I could tell.  We got on a couch, and it showed something ... oh, before, there were fat people in our class on a stage, 1st 2, then 3, then a small 1 that kinda ran, with her.  I showed her about running forward with your arms in front of you.  Then, I was on the couch with her behind me.  I had seen her skin like dinosaur scales.  Something came on, puppets, the puppets got scales, and I kept feeling like a bubbly punching at my crotch from her feet kicking.  This lasted a long time, and I woke up feeling kinda pleasant, in a way, as far as being stimulated.

- Before the baby, I saw a cute boy who had kinda a thick watery face but looked English otherwise with light brown hair in a bowl cut kinda combed back and probably to the side or the other way around.  He was taller than me but considerably small.  He was with his dad and 2 siblings.  This dad kinda looked Jewish Polish, short.  His sister looked Japanese but kinda European, since he was.  I don't know, guess the other sibling might have been an older brother or sister.  They were all ½ Japanese.  The girl looked at me and was like gaping I was Chinese, and then I had to tell her I had Indonesian and Dutch culture for 500 years.  We were walking down, like a gray tall long hall.  It reminds me of this thing they have here called Ice at this huge place that's like a hotel and has like even things displayed, like at hotels at Disney.  The ceiling is very high, and it has so many huge pathways.  The reason I like living in Orlando now is because I guess I'll see if I can afford a Disney pass and ask my parents to help me buy stuff, maybe next month, and so I can, well, before, I thought I'd hang out on the outside, ride the trains, walk through the hotels, eat at Downtown Disney and look at the Christmas shop and stuff, walk around outside the parks maybe.  I'm not sure what I'd do in Disney every weekend.  I'm just wondering what going on Splash Mountain a lot would be like.  They sure have a good ride of Space Mountain.  I do like walking through the historical stuff, like the MGM stuff.

- Before, I know Ellen DeGeneres was in it.  It was something more serious and sorta media-ish.

Also, I had a good look at the cute boy.  I liked him.