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Thursday, December 27, 2012
Others's Capability of Thinking
Did you ever experience that others found you smart but say your parent nor others who knew you would let you know|prove that they were smart nor worth it?
Problem
My mom didn't make me like my dad. I don't want to eject blocks of text as fighting to others.
Problem
Why does my dad go out of his way to be mean to me? Like, he keeps getting me like the wrong foods. He's getting me surpluses of the same thing. I don't want to eat it. I ended up eating it. I guess he wouldn't want to get me more later, but then he didn't buy me restaurant food. I don't know why, but there's a reason. It doesn't mean I shouldn't get my food. He keeps avoiding how people act, like being concerned about what you mean. He just acts like he provided me with an opportunity other people don't have.
Problem
My dad hurt me. I heard a noise, and there was a bubble on the back right of my head. I heard a message, too. I'm not really sure why it matters, but it does.
Problem
I found out that the bad schools are the reason I need a break. So, how will I rest in peace?
Problems
So, why should Ellen DeGeneres be accepted by Pennsylvania if she believes you can't like more than one culture, as a human?
Also, get my dad outta here, I can experience pleasure if I want. Look, someone, get him to stop. He's like doing stuff. It's important.
Also, get my dad outta here, I can experience pleasure if I want. Look, someone, get him to stop. He's like doing stuff. It's important.
Problem
I guess Ellen DeGeneres is something of a clown who thinks she can sit there and pretend to hurt people. Let's boycott. I wonder why she's thought of this because she's old or because she does this to people mercilessly? Maybe, she's embarrassed that she's human and gives in to being accepted by bad people.
Problem
GET MY DAD TO STOP AND GET MY GRANDMA TO STOP TELLING ME I SHOULDN'T CARE ABOUT WHITE PEOPLE
Problem
All day, I'm getting little annoying messages from supposed Ellen DeGeneres. She's stopped complaining so much about wasting her purpose doing it.
Now, they're threatening to convince me I believe I am supposed to be submissive because my parents didn't give me everything I needed.
They think I don't believe in real hypnosis because I went to the library in college for fun.
Now, they're threatening to convince me I believe I am supposed to be submissive because my parents didn't give me everything I needed.
They think I don't believe in real hypnosis because I went to the library in college for fun.
Problem
I'm tired of thinking Ellen DeGeneres and my dad need to think if I think I feel something it's true and means I did it.
Also, why do I need these noises in my room that are so annoying? They can stop, but they came back. I really can't live my life like this.
Also, why do I need these noises in my room that are so annoying? They can stop, but they came back. I really can't live my life like this.
Fashion Sense
Something really interested me. I noticed the trendy clothes I found in the Jacksonville area stopped when I moved to the New Orleans area, which was completely behind in merchandise, zero, zip, nada caught my emotion. That, as well as my personality other than me shelling to remember it, totally died. I went back to Jacksonville, and they had talking trash cans. The clothes were big and square.
Bathed and Ate
I had my burger on a thin rye bun with Heinz ketchup. I had some more canned Chef Boyardee macaroni and cheese, just a little. Water.
I was in the tub for I guess what seems to be nearly 2½ hours, showered for maybe 15 minutes, brushed my teeth. So, over 2 hours?
I guess I didn't get to go to Olive Garden with my dad.
I feel much cleaner and more refreshed. I have moisturizer on my crotch, leg bottoms, and forearms and hands, and face. My crotch is all like metal and a bit warm. It must be that new kind of matter that was discovered.
I might go to bed soon or have fun maybe watching my videos and looking over my blog, possibly posting more, not sure what else, wish I could go to the movies, though my dad'd have to take me. Maybe do some side sit-ups. 3)
I was in the tub for I guess what seems to be nearly 2½ hours, showered for maybe 15 minutes, brushed my teeth. So, over 2 hours?
I guess I didn't get to go to Olive Garden with my dad.
I feel much cleaner and more refreshed. I have moisturizer on my crotch, leg bottoms, and forearms and hands, and face. My crotch is all like metal and a bit warm. It must be that new kind of matter that was discovered.
I might go to bed soon or have fun maybe watching my videos and looking over my blog, possibly posting more, not sure what else, wish I could go to the movies, though my dad'd have to take me. Maybe do some side sit-ups. 3)
Dunno
I just got the feeling I thought of it factually. I was probably taught it and made to forgot. I don't even remember how I would have thought that. A battle?
Something Cool
You know what just dawned on me, what I never thought of.. that male stuff is like battle events.
Something I Don't Want
Why are people telling me I want to be Asian? Does my dad want to be Asian shit, in a bad way?
History Is a Mystery
So, history is more interesting than the text of Les Misérables. So, what, if someone else made me think this. Why are other people considered provided for? They always complain about this. I'm pretty sure I can think. It's always influenced by what I see. }:]
Liking Good Quality
So, Tim Burton likes my mom and someone shitty like Helena Bonham Carter. Oh, she used to be bad and now is pretending to discipline others. I got along with her, but I'm getting bad messages. I just said shitty because it's cute and I'm not an Italian nigger. HA! What else? So, yea, he doesn't mind Jewish shit and wants the attractive Asians. Germans care about Asian shit.
Ate
2 French Bread Pizzas
1 Oscar Meyer Wiener Bun Length on a Wheat Bun With Heinz Ketchup
Didn't eat the burger
About 5 Asparagus Cooked on Water
Some Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni and Cheese, just a few spoons
I went to the bathroom, brushed and flossed the more front part of my teeth, brushed my hair, wiped my face with a wet washcloth. Waiting for my dad to get home while I stay in my room and probably sit here and post on the internet.
1 Oscar Meyer Wiener Bun Length on a Wheat Bun With Heinz Ketchup
Didn't eat the burger
About 5 Asparagus Cooked on Water
Some Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni and Cheese, just a few spoons
I went to the bathroom, brushed and flossed the more front part of my teeth, brushed my hair, wiped my face with a wet washcloth. Waiting for my dad to get home while I stay in my room and probably sit here and post on the internet.
Psychiatric Medicine
So, taking 1 psychiatric medicine is worse than brain surgery. However, not all surgeries of the brain if not all are put to sleep. 3|
Being Fast Inherently
So, some humans have more like awakened nerves, as though they're exercising, whereas others go down to what it was like when they were 1 when they stop?
Admit it!
Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres are liars. They like bad kids. They want to entertain them. They admit that they're bad to good kids.
What's the story?
So, what's the story? Why would people from out of Florida, like the Northeast, which seems to be well-known now their very strange antics, say they are to California but that Florida isn't really that modern?
Carelessness
So, why do we like get pictures of Nell Burton and have to examine her like being sorta lazy and what would you call it sorta unaware letting out carelessness for others? Haha, that was supposed to be funny. She already has so much respect for who she is. I wonder if she's wondering about that, now..
Waiting for My Chance
Why am I waiting for other people for my chance again? Like people from minor or less European European countries. Is this Tim Burton's fault and Johnny Depp's English fans? I mean, what happened to those people? Are they at another site now and I have to go find a new site?
Mixed Culture Asians With European Heritage Are the Best
So, pretty much, my mom may not be a robot nor God, but she's a pure Asian that is not mixed with European with European heritage. I don't know many Europeans with Asian genes from an Asian with European heritage. 3] How's that? Now, you have a point. Asian genes with European heritage are better than having a little Asian without European heritage. Mixing in Asia is better than going to Europe. So, that's that for mixed Jews and indians. I see a glitch, but that was the question, pure Asians, in Asia, saying maybe that other Asians with Europeans weren't respectful. Maybe, the Jews and indians aren't better off than Asians with European heritage, and no one is better off than a European with Asian genes with European heritage. Also, I don't care if someone already knows this.
Whites and Pure Asians
So, Asians like white people better than Asians with white heritage.
So, if that's the problem, why not solve it? All the white people think any dummy knows this. It's like the new lingo from like the 1990s and 2000s.
So, if that's the problem, why not solve it? All the white people think any dummy knows this. It's like the new lingo from like the 1990s and 2000s.
Asians Judging Asians
I just figured out Asians in Asia are judging Asians with white culture, suggesting, well were you really respectful to the white people?
Also, what's wrong with the U.S.? I know the Asians here hang around with foreign exchange students. I'm an Asian with European heritage.
Also, what's wrong with the U.S.? I know the Asians here hang around with foreign exchange students. I'm an Asian with European heritage.
Your Own Cultures
What do you think of people following your culture in a mean way. That's what Tim Burton, Ellen DeGeneres, and Nell Burton do.
How can you deny that Tim Burton has become mean and is simply racist and supposedly shit otherwise and just spoils Generation YZ? HEY THAT'S LIKE WORSE THAN LIKE HELL. What happened to "the late 1990s, too?"
How can you deny that Tim Burton has become mean and is simply racist and supposedly shit otherwise and just spoils Generation YZ? HEY THAT'S LIKE WORSE THAN LIKE HELL. What happened to "the late 1990s, too?"
Whites and Indonesians
So, white people would find that they want Chinese hurt over other non-Chinese Asian-Orientals, thinking how I'm also involved in the whites judging the Indonesians.
Also, if you don't know, it's a big thing that the Dutch who settled Indonesia around 500 years ago mixed with the Indonesians more than the Chinese. They all give off this aura of disapproval, that the Indonesians "aren't white." They think that all their accomplishments are bad because they are dark, but if there was a chain of islands with volcanos in the north it wouldn't be Indonesia. I don't even know if it would exist. I mean, what do you think of no land over Ireland and Scotland? What about Greenland the island? Also, there are no mountains in the middle of the U.S. I mean there are more than in the South, where in the major Southern states there are none. Everyone knows that, and they take it in in secret and it sparks a sinful inner turbulence. Yea, that's Generation XY. I hope that doesn't happen, but it elicits a weird plethora of gossip, I think. Not sure what to say about the fact it's not a good thing. I mean, I can't think it's a good reaction. I don't believe it is a good feeling. It is not something everyone has to experience. Everyone experiences these things, the idea that others do things they shouldn't and a feeling associated with it, whether or not it's the same feeling they felt. Some people don't get in trouble and are allowed to function as we do, experiencing just a little jolt to guide them. Why do people like Ellen DeGeneres have such a big deal with it, like I guess people like her and Tim Burton live their lives for sinners. I mean, they always seem mad to me for shit. Supposedly, they talk to my dad and they do things and don't tell me who did it and I suffer all day long hearing noises in my room. Other than that, yes, they seem mad and I feel unimportant but like that I'm just right, you know? Like if I say something like this because I don't know what to say I'll get in trouble, like because of Johnny Depp. Wow, I'm just gonna keep going.
Also, if you don't know, it's a big thing that the Dutch who settled Indonesia around 500 years ago mixed with the Indonesians more than the Chinese. They all give off this aura of disapproval, that the Indonesians "aren't white." They think that all their accomplishments are bad because they are dark, but if there was a chain of islands with volcanos in the north it wouldn't be Indonesia. I don't even know if it would exist. I mean, what do you think of no land over Ireland and Scotland? What about Greenland the island? Also, there are no mountains in the middle of the U.S. I mean there are more than in the South, where in the major Southern states there are none. Everyone knows that, and they take it in in secret and it sparks a sinful inner turbulence. Yea, that's Generation XY. I hope that doesn't happen, but it elicits a weird plethora of gossip, I think. Not sure what to say about the fact it's not a good thing. I mean, I can't think it's a good reaction. I don't believe it is a good feeling. It is not something everyone has to experience. Everyone experiences these things, the idea that others do things they shouldn't and a feeling associated with it, whether or not it's the same feeling they felt. Some people don't get in trouble and are allowed to function as we do, experiencing just a little jolt to guide them. Why do people like Ellen DeGeneres have such a big deal with it, like I guess people like her and Tim Burton live their lives for sinners. I mean, they always seem mad to me for shit. Supposedly, they talk to my dad and they do things and don't tell me who did it and I suffer all day long hearing noises in my room. Other than that, yes, they seem mad and I feel unimportant but like that I'm just right, you know? Like if I say something like this because I don't know what to say I'll get in trouble, like because of Johnny Depp. Wow, I'm just gonna keep going.
Chinese and Middle Easterners
If it turns out non-Chinese Oriental Asians are really okay, why does that mean that maybe Middle Easterners are better than the Chinese? Like say in relating to Indonesia. Say there are even already Chinese Indonesians from a long time ago, the major influx 600-700 years ago, the other I used to know like 100.
Ooh, I thought of something really funny. The white people would say the Indonesians are crap and that black Africans are better.
Ooh, I thought of something really funny. The white people would say the Indonesians are crap and that black Africans are better.
Problem
So, supposedly, the Germans will hurt my dad for being a good boy thinking he can be accepted by the English. What, will they hypnotize him? Why does everyone think they can prevent this?
Racial Inklings
Something that won't work is Ellen DeGeneres's belief that her mom having a Jewish last name, when most people have family names like that, means that she gets the benefits of not being white but also is more white. That's rather suggestive and doesn't seem to make sense. She's not all that modest, to be honest, and she ties that in with her being friendly. Why is everyone so messed up and like messing around making sure other races don't make it because of their technically race, until, oops, in the end, we just have animals that admit their ancestry is not blended in with others. It only happens when people have found out your race and find out like that for instance you have a special situation. Like, I dunno, people thought I was okay because I was like more submissive and exercised more. But, then, we found out that I was more European. People knew I wasn't and didn't talk to me. They're making me all worried like something bad will happen if they did. That's what's bothering me. No one cares. I'm just like an aborted fetus. I can't even get told that I'm shit so I can get a job and live in peace. I'm like someone with a disease and then supposedly the whole world has this problem. Like, my presence says something and my desires are wrong and I can't even stay to myself and enjoy life and try to become better. That's something that was promoted in the 1980s, getting better. I guess there were Europeans who were not of the more major|white European countries, and they thought that we should all stop changing so they'd go on the ride of being like the only ones to interact with the more major|white European races. It is kinda annoying. My belief is that major|white European countries do like successful people who are not vying for the major|white European races. Whoops.
When Other Races Are Right
Ellen DeGeneres makes no sense. She doesn't believe all non-Anglo non-Nordic non-Germanic non-Frank etc. people are bad but that maybe when she sees something that is right that it's wrong. She really does. It sounds impolite, but it's true. Later, I'll find other ways of saying this but hopefully won't linger.
America to England in the 2000s - 2010s
Can you believe "what" it says for white Americans to say when before they were rashly "American" or like modern and uncivilized in a pleasing manner but I guess modern like in a way that says everything is like smashed, like suddenly to see all these like poster images of their suckling up to the Europeans and often the English?
Answering for His "Work"
I was hoping Tim Burton would like answer for his own work and not claim it was crap that reflected us. That shows that he admitted he "made 'crap..'" Also, he's hiding if he's Jewish, as well as if he's significantly like non-white American. I read he's Canadian, but he's from Burbank..
Woke Up
I've forgotten my dream. I think I thought of Tony from "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" but was like I was singing on a platform. She posted a post about Les Misérables. I looked at the videos today, since my mom and brother went on vacation for about a week, and I was looking at some videos I got, including The Scarlett Pimpernel and A Star Is Born. They're thin and probably still wrapped up..
Ate:
ham cut into chunks
mashed potatos and gravy
stuffing and gravy
cole slaw
chocolate cake with chocolate icing I made and chocolate Breyer's ice cream
I couldn't finish any of it. I had 1 chocolate and part of a chocolate chip protien bar, and it slowed my digestion down. It does that if you eat them a lot I think, I guess because they're full meals. Also, already I guess my digestion wasn't like "on a roll," though it was working.
So, I suddenly turned on and was thinking all these smart things and coming up with points and matching ideas, since my mom isn't around and took my brother with her. Also, I was upset, it seemed people thought that life wasn't about me being happy around 1997 and 1998. The things that changed were all done in spite, hatred, and racism, for people like me or just me, rather.. They wanted the world to be boring. They wanted to suggest it was our fault. Hm, yea, I'm also part Jewish but think most people are or a good handful, really. I'm not like ¼ Jewish. Also, I got the idea that, just now, that maybe I'm dark like other Latinos, Italians.. Um, what else? Isn't that okay? What would that = having skin like lard? I just figured I was more German than the English and non-Italian. However, I'm not just German. I'm Anglo-Irish but more like English style but still strict in the Irish way. I mean, maybe not, but I mean I like it and the name fits|names kinda fit. So, why, all of a sudden, did the Italians and Hispanics go spastic and supposedly the French were the ones with the brains and no longer the English - hey, that's like Ellen's partner, Italian-Australian. She's, I think, around 10+ years younger. So, if she doesn't have kids to have time, why is she married? Or, does she want kids, too? Because she doesn't seem to be finding any men.. I don't know why, but I know that. I can just tell. Hm, maybe the Spanish tried to be like the Russians but think in private they're white. That's sick. I'm not gonna be with them. I'm not outspoken and like uncivilized, though. WTF is this! Why are all these niggers fantasizing that I'm like them!? Is this because of Johnny Depp? So what, if I've done like ... well, I have real excuses for being like annoyed. I also realized that I'm older now so why would I like fantasize learning with my dad at 26? I thought we'd maybe live together when I was 19. The hurricane came, and my parents didn't split. My mom was just gonna be with my brother.. He used to always hang around her. I think, when my brother was a baby, my dad stimulated him and as a toddler so did my mom. My mom set us up like we were tacky crap though because of my dad's age, though she thinks it's because of his traits. HA! I wonder if she even knows what a trait is. A physical feature or a "personality trait." Wait, why am I getting interjections from Nell Burton, the part Latino, thinking she's superior? I was who I was, and she came in and said I wasn't, like her mom feels. Tim Burton doesn't care. Also, I think Ellen is rash enough to think all my intelligence means nothing and won't admit she's actually thinking it's because I'm part Chinese. What am I supposed to do? I mean, if you were Portia, would you accept it? NO! Why get mad at me for getting upset white people get mad at me, too, like suggest I'm different in a tight way? Watch my dad fart that he's white when he "sees 'me..'" Now, it's about saying oh but you're not perverted like the bad Italians and Spanish. Also, I got the feeling that if my dad's oldest sister, who is younger, were here, she'd be nice. She's a devil! Interjecting about my mom's good qualities because my dad is related to her and not my mom and because she's not technically Caucasian. Hey, someone's stimulating me. They're watching me through a camera in private and signaling other-worldly noises. They are little clicks and squeaks that sound like, for instance, Nell Burton, but now in a born, annoying, insulting, highly ticking way. Why should you "be able" to do that? Why doesn't that click with you now? You think I'm "not white?" Well, you listen to people who aren't white. You let other people be white if they want. What now? They aren't, it is supposedly their fault, not mine. I made the best of my situation. What's wrong? I don't deserve a chance? I'm crap? My ideas are the result of crap? You don't care why? You think I'm nothing and other people being submissive is old news? I don't think we're supposed to have to be submissive. You just think that because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. See, I'm right. You just are an angry machine pretending your bullshit seems true. You didn't listen to me, and now you're CRAP to me! See, you're gonna say that's not true, again, because maybe I'm not really "that 'white.'" You don't even know what that means. You think I'm not in tune with nature and am beastly. You're gonna explode if you're worried about how I mean by the word "beastly" like I would also say all the right words, like I grew up in a perfect environment. So, what? Do I deserve to post on my blog without being made fun of? Why do you wait for me to say stuff that no one else says and assume I did it too late in time and that it's all the result of crap but with other people it's something that gets time spent on? I don't think you're white. Why do you think I have to have the flaws that you have, like it's unfair? You think people come from a gene pool of Heaven or Hell? Why are you able to affect me? You have some program on where you fall over when I don't agree? If you're not perfect, then you're not, like if you don't know everything, they we both don't know everything, get it? I didn't get that to click with how I wrote that, but you know how that goes. Funny, supposedly, if my mom were older I'd have more European traits, but I wouldn't be divine.
Ate:
ham cut into chunks
mashed potatos and gravy
stuffing and gravy
cole slaw
chocolate cake with chocolate icing I made and chocolate Breyer's ice cream
I couldn't finish any of it. I had 1 chocolate and part of a chocolate chip protien bar, and it slowed my digestion down. It does that if you eat them a lot I think, I guess because they're full meals. Also, already I guess my digestion wasn't like "on a roll," though it was working.
So, I suddenly turned on and was thinking all these smart things and coming up with points and matching ideas, since my mom isn't around and took my brother with her. Also, I was upset, it seemed people thought that life wasn't about me being happy around 1997 and 1998. The things that changed were all done in spite, hatred, and racism, for people like me or just me, rather.. They wanted the world to be boring. They wanted to suggest it was our fault. Hm, yea, I'm also part Jewish but think most people are or a good handful, really. I'm not like ¼ Jewish. Also, I got the idea that, just now, that maybe I'm dark like other Latinos, Italians.. Um, what else? Isn't that okay? What would that = having skin like lard? I just figured I was more German than the English and non-Italian. However, I'm not just German. I'm Anglo-Irish but more like English style but still strict in the Irish way. I mean, maybe not, but I mean I like it and the name fits|names kinda fit. So, why, all of a sudden, did the Italians and Hispanics go spastic and supposedly the French were the ones with the brains and no longer the English - hey, that's like Ellen's partner, Italian-Australian. She's, I think, around 10+ years younger. So, if she doesn't have kids to have time, why is she married? Or, does she want kids, too? Because she doesn't seem to be finding any men.. I don't know why, but I know that. I can just tell. Hm, maybe the Spanish tried to be like the Russians but think in private they're white. That's sick. I'm not gonna be with them. I'm not outspoken and like uncivilized, though. WTF is this! Why are all these niggers fantasizing that I'm like them!? Is this because of Johnny Depp? So what, if I've done like ... well, I have real excuses for being like annoyed. I also realized that I'm older now so why would I like fantasize learning with my dad at 26? I thought we'd maybe live together when I was 19. The hurricane came, and my parents didn't split. My mom was just gonna be with my brother.. He used to always hang around her. I think, when my brother was a baby, my dad stimulated him and as a toddler so did my mom. My mom set us up like we were tacky crap though because of my dad's age, though she thinks it's because of his traits. HA! I wonder if she even knows what a trait is. A physical feature or a "personality trait." Wait, why am I getting interjections from Nell Burton, the part Latino, thinking she's superior? I was who I was, and she came in and said I wasn't, like her mom feels. Tim Burton doesn't care. Also, I think Ellen is rash enough to think all my intelligence means nothing and won't admit she's actually thinking it's because I'm part Chinese. What am I supposed to do? I mean, if you were Portia, would you accept it? NO! Why get mad at me for getting upset white people get mad at me, too, like suggest I'm different in a tight way? Watch my dad fart that he's white when he "sees 'me..'" Now, it's about saying oh but you're not perverted like the bad Italians and Spanish. Also, I got the feeling that if my dad's oldest sister, who is younger, were here, she'd be nice. She's a devil! Interjecting about my mom's good qualities because my dad is related to her and not my mom and because she's not technically Caucasian. Hey, someone's stimulating me. They're watching me through a camera in private and signaling other-worldly noises. They are little clicks and squeaks that sound like, for instance, Nell Burton, but now in a born, annoying, insulting, highly ticking way. Why should you "be able" to do that? Why doesn't that click with you now? You think I'm "not white?" Well, you listen to people who aren't white. You let other people be white if they want. What now? They aren't, it is supposedly their fault, not mine. I made the best of my situation. What's wrong? I don't deserve a chance? I'm crap? My ideas are the result of crap? You don't care why? You think I'm nothing and other people being submissive is old news? I don't think we're supposed to have to be submissive. You just think that because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. See, I'm right. You just are an angry machine pretending your bullshit seems true. You didn't listen to me, and now you're CRAP to me! See, you're gonna say that's not true, again, because maybe I'm not really "that 'white.'" You don't even know what that means. You think I'm not in tune with nature and am beastly. You're gonna explode if you're worried about how I mean by the word "beastly" like I would also say all the right words, like I grew up in a perfect environment. So, what? Do I deserve to post on my blog without being made fun of? Why do you wait for me to say stuff that no one else says and assume I did it too late in time and that it's all the result of crap but with other people it's something that gets time spent on? I don't think you're white. Why do you think I have to have the flaws that you have, like it's unfair? You think people come from a gene pool of Heaven or Hell? Why are you able to affect me? You have some program on where you fall over when I don't agree? If you're not perfect, then you're not, like if you don't know everything, they we both don't know everything, get it? I didn't get that to click with how I wrote that, but you know how that goes. Funny, supposedly, if my mom were older I'd have more European traits, but I wouldn't be divine.
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