Going to Bed

Going to Bed

I guess I'll go to bed, now.  Creepy night.  People hurting each other before they think.

Let me add, watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" every day and before talking to my grandma each night doing a Bible reading, I stayed up all day and didn't eat and just sang for YouTube.  I got off the phone, had just got my contacts, and suddenly my face wasn't as detailed.  What bothered me most was that something like that could happen to me.  I think that it's not safe in the world to enjoy things.  People just don't like that.  I don't know why we're programmed to turn off.  I am also mad that Ellen DeGeneres feels the need to get back at you thinking you did something wrong in your life just to be fair with everyone else, which I think is something that niggers do that is stupid, like me thinking that I was good to be happy about my contacts.  See, my face was like developing such acute, precise expression.  It was like something no one else did.  I mean, other people can do it if they want.  I don't really look up to niggers like that.

Going to Bed

:(

Back to Bed

Feel like a lunk.

I fell asleep thinking pleasant thoughts, along the lines of school.

Lying Down

Probably will fall asleep.

Might turn off my computer.

Need to Lie Down

Probably fall asleep.  3(  Upset.  May get up.

So yea really sorry about the association.  Not sure why it came up, but it did.  The magnitude was bad.  It just seems kinda like I didn't know what to do, and it really wasn't supposed to be directed at a person.  Hope we can figure out like if these problems will just keep coming.

Tired

Going back to bed.

I guess the walking made me tired.

I feel weighted down and kinda compressed with air sticking toward the top of me like a dropping or cover of snow.

Going to Bed Soon

Why am I tired so much?  Hope I'm not on secret pills.  I did walk too much, lately.

Tired

Going back to bed.

Ate

2 French Bread Pizzas
Beef
Italian Mixed Veggies, Leaves, My Dad Got
Giant Reese's Cup
Cold Water

No vitamins today.  3(

I want a shower but am too tired.  I fell asleep thinking about school and didn't see Les Misérables but am tired, again, so soon, even before I went to eat the rest of the food.

Good Night

3)

Going to Bed Soon