Why am I feeling tacky for having a dad that's not extremely young compared to his daughter's age?
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Ramblings
So, I feel kinda like sorta fizzy and wound, think I shouldn't walk around town, it smelled yesterday.
So, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was neat. She is looking a bit more put together. Don't you think she has a good body, now? I do like that she's mature, I mean. So, it seems she ate a lot and walked around. I wonder what else she does.
I'm looking for a good quality core workout. The workout that comes with my Jillian Michaels DVD seems most effective, but I tried too much at once.
So, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was neat. She is looking a bit more put together. Don't you think she has a good body, now? I do like that she's mature, I mean. So, it seems she ate a lot and walked around. I wonder what else she does.
I'm looking for a good quality core workout. The workout that comes with my Jillian Michaels DVD seems most effective, but I tried too much at once.
Problems
So, like, if the schedules were perfect or we lived a long time ago we could learn things like ballet and gymnastics and singing at a young age and even learn music and art.
Tired
Maybe, I need to lie down.
So, upset I got so mad? Why are people all acting funnily around me! Anyone have an intelligent answer or response?
So, upset I got so mad? Why are people all acting funnily around me! Anyone have an intelligent answer or response?
Chores
I need to clean my room.
I just finished a shower and dried my hair. I'm gonna find some good core workout..
I just finished a shower and dried my hair. I'm gonna find some good core workout..
Problem
Stop these messages from Ellen DeGeneres that she's hurting me and people I care about because of the n word. Someone just told me they didn't like her show, and there's nothing wrong with it. She was really mean. Come on, do something to her.
Problem
Why is Ellen DeGeneres so sensitive online? I'm feeling insulted posting to her online, weird that other people find these submissions so interesting, like they're a photo and she waits and reads the responses if maybe there aren't like them coming every few seconds. She has so many venues online. I strive to make a successful forum where people I know will start posting to me..
Problem
I just got mad and this Dutch American poster Chuppah is back.
I got another message that the n word things means something. Just *beep* Ellen DeGeneres.
Stop telling me I'm my dad.
I got another message that the n word things means something. Just *beep* Ellen DeGeneres.
Stop telling me I'm my dad.
Problem
STOP - I'M TIRED OF SITTING HERE JUST TELLING THE WORLD ALL THE SHIT YOU DO - DID YOU JUST SAY IMDB WAS A MOLE?
Hey, stop, who's gonna know about this? You're affecting people I know. Hey, listen, I didn't do anything wrong. You've been hurting me. I don't trust you, whatever that means.
Hey, stop, who's gonna know about this? You're affecting people I know. Hey, listen, I didn't do anything wrong. You've been hurting me. I don't trust you, whatever that means.
Problem
Someone *beep* Ellen DeGeneres. She's blocking me on Facebook and Twitter. She gets a stream of comments. I didn't do anything wrong. She's just a guilty person. She's teamed up with my dad to annoy me when I stay backed away from him.
Problem
I hurt myself yesterday and had pimples and bugbites, the pimples which hurt in my ears and my jaws.
Problem
I think my day was ruined. I was gonna do some core workouts and check my posts on Ellen DeGeneres, but she's making a scene and deleted my posts, maybe just because she's racist and that's kinda a detriment. I have wounds on my hand, and the bandaids I haven't been using. I just went for a jog and got some fast food.
Suggestions?
So, anyone have any ideas if I don't acting classes where I can go? Just keep going to the mall? I still like Ellen DeGeneres, but I worry about her.
Problem
So, why am I so aggressive and unable to think? QUIT TELLING ME I'M MADE OF BAD GENES, STUPID.
Problem
*BEEP* my dad won't leave me alone and people won't stop alluding to him. You think you're so cool thinking about all the problems and "addressing" them in action.
I only have the music station on my TV and I'm getting all these messages. IT'S HAPPENED SINCE THE N WORD THING. I JUST PUNCHED MY DESK AGAIN. YOU'RE NOT LISTENING. PEOPLE ARE TREATING ME BADLY BUT MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SAYING NIGGER. THAT IS SO *BEEP* STOP NOT TALKING TO ME LIKE A EUROPEAN.
I only have the music station on my TV and I'm getting all these messages. IT'S HAPPENED SINCE THE N WORD THING. I JUST PUNCHED MY DESK AGAIN. YOU'RE NOT LISTENING. PEOPLE ARE TREATING ME BADLY BUT MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SAYING NIGGER. THAT IS SO *BEEP* STOP NOT TALKING TO ME LIKE A EUROPEAN.
Hey
The computer screen doesn't seem to be shaking as much, but my webcam chord is. WTF IS THIS. Flimsy screen.
Problem
I'm tired of sitting here thinking about Ellen DeGeneres's silly posts because ... I forget because I'm poor.
Hey, my screen started to shake.
She doesn't seem to have anything to do but annoy people. I was having fun on Facebook.
Hey, my screen started to shake.
She doesn't seem to have anything to do but annoy people. I was having fun on Facebook.
Problem
I find Ellen DeGeneres suggestive. She doesn't find other people to block. Well, I see negative comments to people in other cases and they don't get kicked out. Some girl thought I was spamming, but I was just posting intelligently and not cursing at anyone.
Facebook Posts
ME: What a crappy pic, no offense.
ME: I don't see why you all find, sorry to use this term, retarded picture interesting.
Like
Amy Zaloga Carpenter Well then Christina Barrett, don't use it then! Plus, if you don't like it, nobody forces you to look at it.
http://www.facebook.com/amykcarp
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ME: So, why doesn't Ellen DeGeneres just freakin' tell us who the *beep* she's interested in and stop fudging it, changing it, make a point for once in her life.
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Wayne Beazley if you dont like the photo Christina Barrette then fu*k off. #SIMPLE
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ME: I just want to see who likes her posts online so I can beat them around the bush for being racist to other people.
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Katina Vick-Zarger spammers suck... <3 Ellen
http://www.facebook.com/earthangelkz420
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Lindee Murray Griffin Christina Barrett- Please don't use that word!!! It is very offensive to many people! There are plenty of other words you can use instead of it!!!
http://www.facebook.com/lindee.griffin
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ME: So, why did I get the idea that my dad made Ellen DeGeneres participate in mangling my future son? Why would she use me as scapegoat? Why not just hurt the wrong person or like adjust to the situation?
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Lauren Penfold christina-i dont understand what point youre trying to make in your "who shes interested in" post. Or whos being rasicst? But maybe I didnt far enough back? You just seem to make no sense
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=12125625
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Lea Anne Meers Christina, same reason you look like a FOOL in that hate!!! Just sayin!!!
http://www.facebook.com/leaanne.meers
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Debbie Jeffers There's a rainbow right over the sign that says Rainbow Ave, Christina Barrett.
http://www.facebook.com/debjeffers
ME: "Let me make my point my point and my point clear..." My body has been mangled! I'm a dummy! *D;
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ME: I mean that I keep having to suffer because of other people and that people always make me mad with racism. What, I didn't hurt anyone. I was just making a point about something true! Did you know??? Um, that sign is ambiguous. That's, in a way, the whole problem or a big 1, dunno...
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Wayne Beazley Christina Barrett ellen has 12,348 likes and u only got 1 like you are very pathetic and u must'nt have anythng better to do but be real anoying now do everyone a favor and log off
http://www.facebook.com/ash.duzdat
Good idea.
ME: I don't see why you all find, sorry to use this term, retarded picture interesting.
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Amy Zaloga Carpenter Well then Christina Barrett, don't use it then! Plus, if you don't like it, nobody forces you to look at it.
http://www.facebook.com/amykcarp
Like
ME: So, why doesn't Ellen DeGeneres just freakin' tell us who the *beep* she's interested in and stop fudging it, changing it, make a point for once in her life.
Like
Wayne Beazley if you dont like the photo Christina Barrette then fu*k off. #SIMPLE
Like
ME: I just want to see who likes her posts online so I can beat them around the bush for being racist to other people.
Like
Katina Vick-Zarger spammers suck... <3 Ellen
http://www.facebook.com/earthangelkz420
Like
Lindee Murray Griffin Christina Barrett- Please don't use that word!!! It is very offensive to many people! There are plenty of other words you can use instead of it!!!
http://www.facebook.com/lindee.griffin
Like
ME: So, why did I get the idea that my dad made Ellen DeGeneres participate in mangling my future son? Why would she use me as scapegoat? Why not just hurt the wrong person or like adjust to the situation?
Like
Lauren Penfold christina-i dont understand what point youre trying to make in your "who shes interested in" post. Or whos being rasicst? But maybe I didnt far enough back? You just seem to make no sense
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=12125625
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Lea Anne Meers Christina, same reason you look like a FOOL in that hate!!! Just sayin!!!
http://www.facebook.com/leaanne.meers
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Debbie Jeffers There's a rainbow right over the sign that says Rainbow Ave, Christina Barrett.
http://www.facebook.com/debjeffers
ME: "Let me make my point my point and my point clear..." My body has been mangled! I'm a dummy! *D;
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ME: I mean that I keep having to suffer because of other people and that people always make me mad with racism. What, I didn't hurt anyone. I was just making a point about something true! Did you know??? Um, that sign is ambiguous. That's, in a way, the whole problem or a big 1, dunno...
Like
Wayne Beazley Christina Barrett ellen has 12,348 likes and u only got 1 like you are very pathetic and u must'nt have anythng better to do but be real anoying now do everyone a favor and log off
http://www.facebook.com/ash.duzdat
Good idea.
Problem
I can't comment on Ellen DeGeneres's page. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING. QUIT IT. I'M CALLING THE POLICE IF YOU ARE TAKING ORDERS FROM MY DAD. YOU THINK I'M A NIGGER?
I'M GONNA *BEEP* SOMEONE. QUIT IT, YOU DUMMIES.
Also, my TV isn't working, only a music station comes up. Can you quit talking to my dad? I'm gonna *beep* you if you do.
I'M GONNA *BEEP* SOMEONE. QUIT IT, YOU DUMMIES.
Also, my TV isn't working, only a music station comes up. Can you quit talking to my dad? I'm gonna *beep* you if you do.
Ate
Breakfast
5 pieces of maple bacon not cooked much, put together
2 packs of cheesy grits
lunch
sandwich with honey cold cut ham, garlic and herb with lemon dressing, and long lettuce
cold water
I took my vitamins each time, not sure when I took my heart pill 2nd time nor if I did.
From eating at McDonald's and the new tennis sneakers, I feel kinda strong? I'm running outta money. I think I spent ...
5 pieces of maple bacon not cooked much, put together
2 packs of cheesy grits
lunch
sandwich with honey cold cut ham, garlic and herb with lemon dressing, and long lettuce
cold water
I took my vitamins each time, not sure when I took my heart pill 2nd time nor if I did.
From eating at McDonald's and the new tennis sneakers, I feel kinda strong? I'm running outta money. I think I spent ...
Scheduling a Trip
So, I'm scheduling to go to Valencia today or tomorrow. It'll probably be tomorrow morning, like my mom said.
Applying
I just called and have to go visit and take placement tests because my tests have expired and I failed Math and they said I failed Comp. (II..) I had to withdraw that semester but was too late.
Also, for the 1st time I just felt like an emission of hotness and found it was a somewhat substantial "squirt," not sure how long it's been, but I've been dry, started drinking more, and am eating out fast food regularly and more choice food. I had to put on a d*****. So, it's been a light 2 weeks. I hardly notice it itself. So, the girl I talked to could tell. I'm a bit embarrassed people seem to know how I work. I've even woken up with concrete ideas.
Also, for the 1st time I just felt like an emission of hotness and found it was a somewhat substantial "squirt," not sure how long it's been, but I've been dry, started drinking more, and am eating out fast food regularly and more choice food. I had to put on a d*****. So, it's been a light 2 weeks. I hardly notice it itself. So, the girl I talked to could tell. I'm a bit embarrassed people seem to know how I work. I've even woken up with concrete ideas.
Signs of Racism
Annoying White People
So, what you're teaching black people to cut their nails at us? GO TO HELL *BEEP*
So, in an underhanded way, they're like happily snidely yet like evilly which is the same thing in a way as snidely.. like sorta creepily, sneakily flinging around thoughts of hatred to people with non-white blood, however I believe these people also have non-white blood. It might be about being from Orlando. However, they are connecting it to all of Florida. Also, it's the black people and like the hidden motives of the white people.
So, what you're teaching black people to cut their nails at us? GO TO HELL *BEEP*
So, in an underhanded way, they're like happily snidely yet like evilly which is the same thing in a way as snidely.. like sorta creepily, sneakily flinging around thoughts of hatred to people with non-white blood, however I believe these people also have non-white blood. It might be about being from Orlando. However, they are connecting it to all of Florida. Also, it's the black people and like the hidden motives of the white people.
Something Odd
I wonder why Florida has become so stupid ... assuming the school did this, themselves ... Orlando is stupid. They think they're flauncy. They literally hurt you and look at you evilly like it's ***y. I think they don't realize there will be a reason to regret doing this, all the time. Word has gotten around that people do this sometimes, by mistake.
I don't know if I'd go to that class, but I'd probably sign up and see if I make it. I want to wait and take it at the college, maybe, but I assumed the students were mostly pretty young.
So, why should we have a silly rule so we can't sign up for classes? You have to answer. I know it was so that people will miss signing up. I was gonna sign up before the holidays, forgot to check again before. I just don't have a perfect life, though I'm always at home or taking a walk or something and buying the healthier fast food. So, why do they want us to miss signing up? I guess I have to see if I still have to take these requirements. I didn't need them, before. I couldn't even sign up for prep math. I don't even know what the requirements say. It's a chart. I still feel pressured by the school to take a class.
I left McDonald's today, and for some reason this black girl was mean to me, as it closed. She seemed giddy on the inside like she was in on something but perhaps upset she was working.
Also, I noticed that people here are retarded and think I'm retarded and not the schools. Hm, so, I did activities. Um, yea. It's the school's responsibility to prepare us for college, something they always rubbed in. I guess they were kinda underhanded in the New Orleans area, as well. I didn't get in Gifted and I found it a goof-off class, in some ways. Me not being in Talented Theater my 1st year ruined everything, and me not doing Talented Music my 1st year the teacher left and I found I didn't have a foundation. Art was good, but I found I couldn't paint.
Why has Orlando become so stupid? Ever since I came home from college, it's been this way. I mean, I came here for a little while before college and in between. I don't remember much. Hm, now I do. Oh, well.
I think people here do care if the school did it like because of my dad or something. It's not a joke. My grades are my business and not my fault. The environment is not conducive. I know the people in the schools are racist. They think it's their responsibility. I don't see how postponing signing up for classes helps. I know it was a big thing.
I don't know if I'd go to that class, but I'd probably sign up and see if I make it. I want to wait and take it at the college, maybe, but I assumed the students were mostly pretty young.
So, why should we have a silly rule so we can't sign up for classes? You have to answer. I know it was so that people will miss signing up. I was gonna sign up before the holidays, forgot to check again before. I just don't have a perfect life, though I'm always at home or taking a walk or something and buying the healthier fast food. So, why do they want us to miss signing up? I guess I have to see if I still have to take these requirements. I didn't need them, before. I couldn't even sign up for prep math. I don't even know what the requirements say. It's a chart. I still feel pressured by the school to take a class.
I left McDonald's today, and for some reason this black girl was mean to me, as it closed. She seemed giddy on the inside like she was in on something but perhaps upset she was working.
Also, I noticed that people here are retarded and think I'm retarded and not the schools. Hm, so, I did activities. Um, yea. It's the school's responsibility to prepare us for college, something they always rubbed in. I guess they were kinda underhanded in the New Orleans area, as well. I didn't get in Gifted and I found it a goof-off class, in some ways. Me not being in Talented Theater my 1st year ruined everything, and me not doing Talented Music my 1st year the teacher left and I found I didn't have a foundation. Art was good, but I found I couldn't paint.
Why has Orlando become so stupid? Ever since I came home from college, it's been this way. I mean, I came here for a little while before college and in between. I don't remember much. Hm, now I do. Oh, well.
I think people here do care if the school did it like because of my dad or something. It's not a joke. My grades are my business and not my fault. The environment is not conducive. I know the people in the schools are racist. They think it's their responsibility. I don't see how postponing signing up for classes helps. I know it was a big thing.
Tendering Myself
So, I got a mushroom burger order at Mickey D's the past 2 times. I got a McFlurry this time. I mentioned the smoothie was too watery here. So, with these tennis shoes I was suddenly able to run. I got them at Wal-Mart. Before, I had Wal-Mart shoes and have had running shoes, even expensive 1s from Sports Authority. I have been using flat 1s, lately. I apparently got such a great workout. I was gonna do my core workouts, maybe later. I feel infested. I want to do some lying down.
Shopping
I also got long sleeved Angry Birds girl pj shirt, fuzzy girl Angry Bird and love pants, Angry Birds angry black bird hat with muff covering, blue rain boots that are really tall, lots of other things, a towel, mat for bathroom, mat for bathtub, white|cream knit gloves and felt scarf, black hat with muffs, slim laundry basket for bathroom, cheap basket for laundry, probably more important stuff, Ocean like Iris Spring set of 3 possibly blue bath soap, my 2nd Fructis gel the 1st being curly, a ionic cancer pink hairdryer that worked wonders, some blue-tinted hair bands with other colors but no gray though I found I have gray when I exercised before, the towel is black with a flower pattern I think sewn on shiny my 1st special bath towel, tall fuzzy boot slippers for the house like plush fluffy wearing them now making me warm and squeaks when I walk, though but doesn't flip flop like my mesh plastic Asian pink shoes my mom got me maybe 2 years ago...
A Problem
If Ellen DeGeneres is judging fans online and she rejects me because of the n word thing and her pangs over Johnny Depp, I'm gonna start hating on her. She already is on this, and it's retarded. I said earlier, suggested, she was like my brother at his good state, but I said I was smart.
Qualified Expert on Major Areas of Florida
I may have issues, but I think that I can say that I feel and think I'm pretty absolutely qualified to say Orlando is a piece of shit. They take suggestions and are gay about behavior. I feel like my son has been mixed up, his body mangled. I don't care about your stupid o******. I just don't know if it was planned. It was a fat, black lady.
There, can you even answer that...?
So, you think my dad planned it? Um, but we don't know, for sure. He's supposed to answer to it, or else more shit like this might happen, later.
Let's think that it's because of Ellen DeGeneres because I'm in Orlando, really, and she thinks it's creative. What do you think? I think it's more of her b.s. crap on the n word thing. She was really mean I could tell. I totally don't agree with you, you worthless bitch. (I'm speaking as though she really did this. If she didn't, fine. If it's a stupid mistake, well, that's what I'm here for. '}:[ Oh, and if it makes you feel better, I recorded my therapy visit and told my dad Johnny Depp was worthless ... that is worthless to you racist bums who all acted like I was a nigger since, suggested the world like an o*****. Why should I give a shit about you? I could t*** you apart. I had fantasies of s****** the black lady and feel I would do it.)
There, can you even answer that...?
So, you think my dad planned it? Um, but we don't know, for sure. He's supposed to answer to it, or else more shit like this might happen, later.
Let's think that it's because of Ellen DeGeneres because I'm in Orlando, really, and she thinks it's creative. What do you think? I think it's more of her b.s. crap on the n word thing. She was really mean I could tell. I totally don't agree with you, you worthless bitch. (I'm speaking as though she really did this. If she didn't, fine. If it's a stupid mistake, well, that's what I'm here for. '}:[ Oh, and if it makes you feel better, I recorded my therapy visit and told my dad Johnny Depp was worthless ... that is worthless to you racist bums who all acted like I was a nigger since, suggested the world like an o*****. Why should I give a shit about you? I could t*** you apart. I had fantasies of s****** the black lady and feel I would do it.)
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