How I'm Feeling

I seem to have had a bad day, was at school all day.  I found out how to get back in the voice class.  I guess I have to go back, tomorrow.  I want to go shopping for clothes for theater, like shorts and shirts, though today it was strangely cold.  I liked my long socks, but I need shoes for Improvisation.  It's just that I'd be there all day tomorrow, but I need to get it done ASAP and the transportation wasn't answering.  I mean, I'll just sleep with my umbrella.  I'm tired now but not going to bed just yet, today, probably should eat something!

Certain Racial Mixes

People who mix with the French, certain mixes, are whiners.  Even someone who is ½ Dutch is spoiled.  With the French, what I liked is all the **** people and also the brilliance of their culture.  Flat out state why you magnet the race.  It's always been people thought French and Italian was like the button rocky like black people.  They also think they're dark.  I've only seen dark and dirty Spanish people.  The blondes I've seen are fat.  Christina Aguilera is tacky and ungrateful, yet racist, a stupid Pennsylvanian, though I don't mean to really say the real Christina is stupid.

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My last post failed...  I ran into the teacher in the bathroom twice and stepped like Hungarian Rhapsody, Bugs Bunny on piano ... I'm pretty sure.  Lso, my hair glowed with the Fructis curl scrunching gel.

Problem

I have this friend who is just being shy dying her hair darker.

Going to Bed

I guess I'll go to bed, now.  Creepy night.  People hurting each other before they think.

Let me add, watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" every day and before talking to my grandma each night doing a Bible reading, I stayed up all day and didn't eat and just sang for YouTube.  I got off the phone, had just got my contacts, and suddenly my face wasn't as detailed.  What bothered me most was that something like that could happen to me.  I think that it's not safe in the world to enjoy things.  People just don't like that.  I don't know why we're programmed to turn off.  I am also mad that Ellen DeGeneres feels the need to get back at you thinking you did something wrong in your life just to be fair with everyone else, which I think is something that niggers do that is stupid, like me thinking that I was good to be happy about my contacts.  See, my face was like developing such acute, precise expression.  It was like something no one else did.  I mean, other people can do it if they want.  I don't really look up to niggers like that.

Family Trip

My mom and brother just got home from a trip to India, taking a class. They look so solid and feel so good and said it was so cold. Their skin is a darker shade.

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Hair Traits

What, so blonde hair makes you a pervert or more sensitive?

My "Hairstyle" -3)

I am wearing a ponytail.

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My Looks

When I 1st got my contacts, I looked so detailed and recorded it and it still happens to be up.  I don't think I can take it down.  I stayed up singing all night and day and called my grandma to read the Bible like we did each night.  She said I shouldn't do that, had been acting meaner to me because of the n word thing but then acted like it was okay, like everyone else, like Tim Burton.  So, then, my face wasn't ever as detailed.  I got "another present."  Why would I change because of just talking to her like that supposedly for a mistake?