Problem

I'm trying to concentrate in private and have homework in theater and may have a hard time hobbling around school printing it out..  I also have to involve another person!  I would never do that.  Anyway, people are like bothering me in private sending me suggestive messages, really, and it seems to sorta make me tired.  Like, the technology does funny things, and people are interested.  It's true, though I know it doesn't seem like it.

Problem

I'm getting more bs that kids want me to prove that if I were in their shoes I'd get mad and blame someone for something in real life even if I found out ... "they didn't 'do it.'"

Wow, Ginny Kopf, is this what you do on the weekend?  How am I supposed to do your homework if I broke my ankle?

Problem

So, what, are these annoying whiny insults coming from Ginny Kopf talking to my parents or is it someone else?

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My last post failed...  I ran into the teacher in the bathroom twice and stepped like Hungarian Rhapsody, Bugs Bunny on piano ... I'm pretty sure.  Lso, my hair glowed with the Fructis curl scrunching gel.

1st Class

As I walked around Orlando, though I hadn't slept, I kept thinking of the kids in the class like eventually the entire time and laughing at my day's adventures.  I wasn't so much thinking of how pretty I was.. nor about how the teacher looked..  So, when I got in the bath, I thought of what I thought of the teacher and probably other things I don't really remember.  But I was tired and got into bed.  I fell asleep right away, avoided thinking about her, and woke up, finally got out of bed after maybe over 12 hours.  Too bad I was partly awake a lot of that time.  Now, I have to call for transportation!  I thought it was 24 hours but guess it's 1 day.

My Day So Far

I went to tennis. Health, 2 hours, with exercise, is full. A big, bright-haired theatre girl from Chicago was in the car, and I talked the whole time, had class with Ginny. Got $50 of supplies. Phone running out some..

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PROBLEM

So, my mom seemed to get mad at me for something that supposedly Ellen DeGeneres would agree with.  I figured the n word thing is why I don't trust her jokes.  See anyone happy around, lately?  No, there is no point.  Also, I already decided I don't want to be tacky in the 1950s.

I'm rather disturbed and overly taxed.  I thought of some violent things.  Not like realistic, which I have to not do..  I 1st got upset at Nell Burton because I also got a message from Ginny Kopf via my mom.  I'm disturbed she thinks she's so good just because she did the Disney voice since the mid-1980s.

I'm being flooded with insults, for some odd reason.  I'm tired of going through this person's BULLLSHIT.

I also got mad at Ellen DeGeneres for thinking she's something because it said that I wasn't good enough racially, which is BULLLSHIT.  She keeps thinking she's cooler, and she keeps thinking she's gooder.

Problem

I'm mad at Ginny Kopf.  She didn't add me on my new Facebook.  I think I'm going to ask her in class to add me.  I dunno, maybe I'll I'm mad.  She thinks she's whiter than me.  What should I do?  Call everyone in the class a nigger?

The new thing of Facebook is you have to be someone's friend to see what they say - I mean all they say, it just shows random things from the past, now, not sure why.  They're just having fun controlling the world and really wish they did things differently before whereas before they forced us to think they were right.

The other problem is I like to change my profile photo..  }:]

Dreams

2 or 3, 2 bigger, substantial good dreams - had, I think, Ginny Kopf and Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

Ginny Kopf didn't write me back about her class.

Problems

I noticed a few things concerning the messages I'm getting about Ellen DeGeneres.

Maybe, she's a bit like has a horny shell from being Jewish, thinking she's special her mom's last name is Jewish.  I met someone here with a Jewish last name.  She's her age, Ginny Kopf, on my Facebook.  What I mean is I'm getting the message like there's some rough thing I didn't do.  You know?

Also, she seems to excuse everyone but me because of my race and won't admit in the end it will be wrong to just be racist to me and not admit it.  If I ever have an attitude, I'm not okay.  I didn't grow up saying, "Mom, I hate you," but other kids did, and she accepts those kids.

Dream

I don't remember the 1st, but it was good.

The 2nd I was like in a big more empty, dark museum with a dark floor.  I was with my mom looking at a shelf of DVDs and came across some workout ones.  There was also a kit for toning, like a big thing with material, not sure how it worked, kinda like you pumped at it.  So, I picked this arm & something working.  I thought of a dog and saw like an image with big sorta poofy arms with curves.  I went and brought that with me.  So, I came up to Ginny Kopf and she was teaching 3 or 4 classes and 1 was an exercise class.  I was in a line with people, like another dream a more long time ago saw a guy from high school who was bigger with a big head, kinda drugged from all the energy he had, and I said hi to him in the end.  So, I came up to the teacher, and I think she noticed me.  I went off, and then I came across her.  I thought she was going to sign me up for a class.  So, there was like a bunch of stairs facing the center.  Everyone was walking up and down them and almost doing a coordinated routine, and I realized I'd missed the beginning classes.  I just did what the people by me did, like sorta crouched over sometimes.  It felt like I was experienced in this a lot and hoped everyone else would be or feel that they could have been if they wanted.  I thought I'd done this on couches.  So, she did something, don't remember what.