Problem

I'm trying to concentrate in private and have homework in theater and may have a hard time hobbling around school printing it out..  I also have to involve another person!  I would never do that.  Anyway, people are like bothering me in private sending me suggestive messages, really, and it seems to sorta make me tired.  Like, the technology does funny things, and people are interested.  It's true, though I know it doesn't seem like it.

Problem

I'm getting more bs that kids want me to prove that if I were in their shoes I'd get mad and blame someone for something in real life even if I found out ... "they didn't 'do it.'"

Wow, Ginny Kopf, is this what you do on the weekend?  How am I supposed to do your homework if I broke my ankle?

At the Show, Yesterday

Actually, the 1st time I got up was to put water in my left eye after "Feed the Birds."  I thought it would be good if I were in that section.  When we clapped, for some reason I clapped louder when she came out.

My Hurt

It doesn't hurt, but I can't stand on 2 feet. It bends much better.  I had a nice, light Chinese food and slept for like 6 and 14 hours.  I was planning on sleeping, anyway, but this is good.  At least, I don't feel as agitated about that theater segment.

Back

I watched Mary Poppins and am back but tired and dirty.  I had a jumbo hot dog for $7, but it's not like a long hot dog.  I also had a triple fudge brownie which tasted like candy and even like a nut, like chocolate sorta cool, light tan nut, for $3.50.

So, I got up and came back at the end of "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" (didn't have to look up the spelling.)  I had to go to the bathroom.  Then, I think I left again to change my female thing.  I had already come in late from eating.  I tripped and almost broke or did something like stretched my ankle on the dark, thin stairs, to the last row.  I was pretty fine.  I had to limp but not always.  I went back to the bathroom and changed my female thing with my mom, who didn't want to go back though we had to sit down.  The 2nd time I came back they were doing "It's a Jolly Holiday With Mary," apparently an ending.  The 2nd time we got back had another coincidence.  There was maybe some coincidence.  I know once I moved and I knew what the man, a fat man, was gonna say, and I think he knew I'd knew ... I mean I moved just like the word he was about to say and it seemed I made the move before he did.  It sounded the same.  So, I walked well back.  Then, we left after the bows quickly.  I saw a girl wearing hot pink and black stripes and tripped on my other ankle from a curb, which I've often hit, especially at church.  It hurt a little, but I was fine walking on both legs.  However, I accidentally hit another curb and had to start limping.  I came home and fell asleep.  My ankle started to hurt so much.  Now I have to hop on 1 foot.

I had a creepy dream.  There was 1 where I was hanging around trying to get in maybe Ballet I and Voice.  Finally, I saw Ellen DeGeneres, and she was tall and put, vaguely, her arm around me.  She looked like me, her chest.  I wasn't having fun hopping, so she picked me up and I kept piling higher and I later realized maybe she was kissing my foot.  I had another creepy dream but forget.

I thought of going to the ER, but I really don't think they'd do anything to me.  If anyone knows, let me know.  It feels like it won't go dead forever.  I mean, yea, I might get tired waiting at the hospital.  They might give me medidince but shouldn't be too bad, though it may affect me adversely enough, as it has.  It seems it will take a few days or week.  I guess I will just hop around.  I have a cane from home.  It might be too much money to get crutches.  I guess not, but I'm not sure where my dad'd get them.  I wanted a wheelchair, but it seems crutches work.  My ankle is stiff.  Too bad they don't come to your house.  I guess they'd want an X-Ray, though I don't think I broke a bone.  Anyone have any idea of what's going on?

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My last post failed...  I ran into the teacher in the bathroom twice and stepped like Hungarian Rhapsody, Bugs Bunny on piano ... I'm pretty sure.  Lso, my hair glowed with the Fructis curl scrunching gel.

1st Class

As I walked around Orlando, though I hadn't slept, I kept thinking of the kids in the class like eventually the entire time and laughing at my day's adventures.  I wasn't so much thinking of how pretty I was.. nor about how the teacher looked..  So, when I got in the bath, I thought of what I thought of the teacher and probably other things I don't really remember.  But I was tired and got into bed.  I fell asleep right away, avoided thinking about her, and woke up, finally got out of bed after maybe over 12 hours.  Too bad I was partly awake a lot of that time.  Now, I have to call for transportation!  I thought it was 24 hours but guess it's 1 day.

Problem

I'm feeling stressed with my ear hurting, but I guess eventually this pain will also go away.  The n word thing made my life so uncomfortable....  Before, I wasn't getting the right food, didn't like being around my parents.  :|

Problem

Do you have any idea why I'm always mad and why I've been rushed?  I mean I had a good excursion walking outside, just wish I could postpone the trip to college, now, probably will sleep on a bench.  Also, my room smells dusty.

Problem

Now, my left eye|s are getting blurry because of my ear and the stress.  It's like having a headache with the stress, but the inside of my head doesn't ache.

Also, I need a gym bag so maybe may not work out today.  I'm not really looking forward to staying around all day today.  I might have to go back Wednesday with money for books.  I don't have a lunch bag but want the cancer 1 at Publix, though for some reason I don't think my dad got it if he was there.  My food is not perfect because my dad went to Costco.  I feel like I can't sense my environment and am a bit bewildered at my eyes.  I'm tired and guess I won't get much sleep, have to dry my hair and then I guess just pack up my makeup and go.

What I'm Doing

My nail polish is drying.

Problem

I left my Debrox open.. it was leaning over and I thought the top was on!  It was stuck in a crevice I noticed.  It made a loud noise, and my ear has a pimple, can itch, feels like stingy, and is plugged.  I may have to go to the doctor.  It feels like this ear, my left ear, is getting bigger.  I felt normal, before, though.  It just feels more plugged now.  I used the better earplugs when I took my bath.

So, I guess I'll just have a nap or no nap and sleep at school.  My mom said to use the gym, myself.  I mean, I can sleep on the bench and probably will wake up by myself.  I need a louder alarm, too.

I had a funny feeling about why my ear plugged up.  It feels like I can only hear through 1 ear!  Too bad about the pimple, but right away I change my ear plugs each day.

I have to cook my fish, pack the crackers and veggies, pack the money, hm no paper and pen..  Also, my dad didn't get me a recording device.  =[  I also don't have money for it.  I have my camera, but it won't stay on that long, I know.  D;  I mean, no, I'm not gonna listen to the class alone.  I was gonna use it if I needed it.  It's hard to think with my ear plugged, too.  My wounds are getting better but still sting.  I'm feeling more put together with something to look forward to and a nice teacher..  In the summer, not sure if she's teaching, probably, but I want to do tennis, and organ..

Getting Ready

It seems it's time to get ready for school.

My Day

I got 2 ranch wraps at McDonald's and 1 was fried, I know.  No ice cream, but I got some ice cream at a gas station.

Also, my left hand feels like it's about to rip from a cut I got that goes across a large portion.

Family Trip

My mom and brother just got home from a trip to India, taking a class. They look so solid and feel so good and said it was so cold. Their skin is a darker shade.

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How I'm Feeling

My ear is feeling better but still has a pimple.  I'm not wearing my earplugs unless I jog along the street with cars.

Ow

My left ear has a pimple that hurts, but I can still chew okay.

Health

I found that I know that girls with fat dads have to do certain things to keep going.  My dad said he was solid muscle, but I guess when I was born he wasn't.  He came out of the marines, but so did a lot of dads.

Problems

It feels like I need more water.  I'm a bit taxed.  I feel kinda like Christmas walking around seeing lights or jogging slowly, tired, wanting something.

Problems

So, I woke up with my left ear plug out.  I got rid of the wax clogging it.  The clear waterproof earplugs let water in.  It's harder to hear, like it's muffled.  I feel a pain, not sure if it's a pimple, more on the flesh but feels like hurt from water.  Sometimes, it sorta crackles and bubbles in a watery way.  My jaw feels funny when it opens, but I feel kinda like a singer as a fan of Les Misérables.