Problem

So, why does Ellen DeGeneres like not take responsibility for torturing me in private when she seems to think it's okay?  Because if someone else tells her it's like immature, she'll believe it but not believe me and think it's my fault I have problems and sit there and wonder about what I've accomplished, like it wasn't meant to be.  I mean about torturing me, like sometimes I hear clicks and the page loads a certain way and it seems to happen often.  I get turned off like no one's in the room.  Things happen and then don't matter and we don't know the effect.